why?
i have had a pretty bad weekend..friday i went home with aly,lindsey,and aaren..then later that night.. brittany came over to aly's house.. and marcelino and lauren came and picked us up from there.. we went to petsmart,target, and wal*mart.. and every thing was going good till we went over to laurens house.. and me, lindsey, brittany, and aly just all sat outside because we didnt want to be there..(marcelino, lauren, and aaren were all watchin a movie inside) and we were freezin our asses off.. and so i called aaron and baker to see where they were.. but they were out at bakers house (like10min out of abilene) and so that didnt work.. and aaron told me some news... gawd i about flipped a bitch..and then marcelino finally took us home at about 11 and lauren got frikin paranoid about marcelino being in the car with 5 other girls.. and so she was crying and making a big deal about all of it.. and didnt trust lindsey especially.. and it was making every one get pissed off.. and then we get back to aly's house.. and i was like frikin depressed about earlier.. and lauren wouldnt let lindsey talk to marcelino on the phone.. and then she blocked lindsey's number.. and all this other shit.. and then i just like start ballin for like every.. and im just laying on the bed crayin and then i go in the living room and im writtin some stuff down.. and then i start crying again.. and then i fell asleap at about 2.. gawd it was a nightmare.. but theres more.. so the next day we all go to the mall.. everything was going good again.. i wasnt thinkin about what had happened or anything.. and then me and lindsey go to her house... and everything is still good.. we made cologes(how ever you spell that) and then we went to the movies to see "White Noise" gawd i like deafened every person around me.. haha.. it was pretty scary.. and then we went back to her house.. i finished my cologe.. and then we went to sleep.. everything was still all good.. the next day.. we work on more cologes.. eat and then aaron calls me and tells me more fikin bad news.. gawd i was trying to hold all the depression in.. but i couldnt.. and i was freekin out.. and so was lindsey.. (lindsey was more nervous then i was.. and it was about me) and so yea.. we watch another movie.. and were both just like freekin out..and then my rents come and pick me up.. and there all askin me whats wrong and what not.. and then they talk to me about it.. omg i about had a frikin heart attack.. gawd it was frikin scary.. but everything is all good now.. they know.. and i know... and nothing is going wrong.. yet.. i hope nothing does.. but yeah.. that was my freekin bad weekend.. and i havent seen aaron out of school since thursday.. gawd.. i miss him! :-(.. but im gonna be happy so i dont go do something to myself! :-D..
why cant my life be easier on me.. why does every one have to make it so frikin complicated...
lindsey looking at me kinda odd
me: you look like a lost puKKy
lindsey: PUKKY!!!
me: ahh i mean puppy!!..
^^^haha that was great!!