Hey you annoying journal readers, i broke my fucking leg!! hah hah what a blast oh and get this, i broke it at 2:22 pm, my severely unlucky number on my fiance's b-day and i wasnt even supposed to go to gym that day. oh well, shit happens right. so yeah i went and saw my mom right after i broke my leg and stayed in florida for a week. That was ( Read more... )

hey ya'll, it's been a long time since i wrote in here...i dunna i just haven't felt like writing but now i am so here's what's up. I am going to florida on halloween and staying with my mom for a week...unfortunately my grandparents are going but i still get to stay with my mom for a few days. i can't wait. it's been two years since i have seen ( Read more... )

hey yall waz up? not much here just bein grounded and pissed off. yeah my grandparents found out that ive been smoking weed and cigs and ya they arent too happy or pleased. doesnt look like im movin to florida til next summer.....oh well im still gonna spend christmas and spring break there.....even if i have to pay for it. so yeah my grandmother ( Read more... )

wow its been so long since i wrote in here. wow. ummmm where do i start? i cut my hair...like short short and got called a dyke by my own grandmother. got my harry potter book and read it in less than two days. life has been going ok i guess. oh i finally got together with charli....we have been hanging out and its kind of funny cuz she lives seven ( Read more... )

hey ya'll guess what....my mom got arrested for theft! my mother...my fucking mom is in jail for theft. with all the shit that's been happening the past couple days i dunna how much more of this i can take. im getting my wisdom teeth pulled out in about an hour and thank jesus i get to be on vicodin for like a week. and watch...i come out of this ( Read more... )

im so numb right now i cant feel a fucking thing. im sitting here in front of this computer contemplating whether i can see it or not. i guess everyone is blind....its a matter of choice....how blind do you want to be. ill go to sleep, wake up and live another day wondering whether it will be my last. sometimes....i wish it could be. i have reasons ( Read more... )

i slept for two hours...during my adv. lit class and lunch...wow nobody woke me up because i looked too cute....according to them. hah hah yeah so i almost got sent home but i said no and now im here talkin on muh journal checking my e mail. omg i got the cutest card over the internet. wow baby thanx i love you. that was freaking adorable. i guess ( Read more... )

yeah i got my piano thing tomorrow and im so scared im gonna fuck up. i dont want to and ive been practicing all i can but that wont help tomorrow. i dunna. i just pray god will make my hands worthy for two minutes out of my whole life. lol. i wish i could have more confidence...like im not scared to bust out n sync moves at sonic in front of ( Read more... )

so yeah i just checked my e mail and thank god i got an e mail. song lyrics....dont know the song and dont know the artist but i get the meaning. im taking it as you got my letters. and my ring. i got some small ass fingers i know. so yeah. ummm wow i miss your voice so much. i can't believe God pulled thru for me....right before i left school i ( Read more... )

so yeah yesterday was my "prom" and i dont think anything could have gone worse. nathan ordered a glass of wine and yeah well hella long story. so then i went to the pool hall and daizy and brendan and kevin picked me up and we went out and like i fucking hate not having anybody to ever go out with....ever. i called lea but she was at queer prom ( Read more... )