My moods are so irregular it's ridiculous.
I need to just get away from East Peoria for a while so I can relax before I start my final year at the high school. I'm sick of being worried about everything and everyone.

I'm sick of always hearing ( Read more... )

A+ for my decision making lately,
I'm proud of myself and who I am.

who won't love me back

keep trying to bring me down. i know who i am and
i know who my friends are. I DON'T NEED YOU.

I'm in such a good mood it's weird.
I mean I fucking worked all day, but I just feel great. I'm going to have three jobs soon. JCPenney, Eastside Consessions, and Umpiring. I'll be ballin' out fo sho. So raider softball, good luck! I'll be okay without your drama, that's for DAMN sure.

I work hard at open gyms and try-outs and what do I get? Fuck over. After two years of playing softball at the high school it never crossed my mind that'd they do this to me. I cried all night, I didn't go to school today, and I don't want to deal with this ( Read more... )

I'm glad things are better with almost everyone.
I need to surround myself with better people.

I made it into co-op, so happy. Things are going so well! Friday night was so much fun. I LOVE MY LIFE.

So I just updated this less than 24 hours ago, but I don't care this is something I feel that I should write about. Last night a little past 11 I went to take a shower to relax. I get in and what not and I decide I need to shave my legs, well I get one leg done fine and then I go to do the other leg and I bend over to reach for my razor and slip ( Read more... )

So it's 2008. Nothings really different in my life.
I work, I go to school, I workout. Repeat. Cool, right? I need to lose weight, I'm fat. It makes me sick to see how out of shape I've become. The only highlight in my life right now is that I'm probably getting into co-op. Fuck yeah.