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I work hard at open gyms and try-outs and what do I get? Fuck over. After two years of playing softball at the high school it never crossed my mind that'd they do this to me. I cried all night, I didn't go to school today, and I don't want to deal with this.
This is a big deal to me because I love softball. I really don't know what to do with myself now. I feel betrayed, hurt, and shocked. I hate this more than anything ever. I don't want to hear bullshit apologies from the coaches. They took someone who quit last year, I thought quitters were scum? I guess not, huh? Fuck 'em all. I'll go to the games only to support Tomi and maybe a few others. The rest of the team means nothing to me. You know somethings a big deal to me when I cry about it, I never cry about anything. I've played softball since 3rd grade, I've NEVER felt so lost and unhappy with myself. Fuck.
This is a big deal to me because I love softball. I really don't know what to do with myself now. I feel betrayed, hurt, and shocked. I hate this more than anything ever. I don't want to hear bullshit apologies from the coaches. They took someone who quit last year, I thought quitters were scum? I guess not, huh? Fuck 'em all. I'll go to the games only to support Tomi and maybe a few others. The rest of the team means nothing to me. You know somethings a big deal to me when I cry about it, I never cry about anything. I've played softball since 3rd grade, I've NEVER felt so lost and unhappy with myself. Fuck.