Nothing seems to make me happy anymore. My family, definitely not. My friends, barely. Even my good grades don't make me feel proud of myself. Even a beer doesn't make me happy. NOTHING makes me happy ( Read more... )

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I just had a really weird dream. SO weird that I even remembered it because usually right when I wake up I forget what I dreamed about! Anyway, I was at a basketball game and there was a performance. Some celebrity, I forget who, grabbed me and pulled me on stage. He was very friendly but too friendly. He grabbed Ray J from For the Love of Ray J ( Read more... )

I just came back from a meeting with The Masses family. I guess you can say I'm officially a member of it along with my homegirls Erika and Lydia. At first I was super intimidated because they all seemed so professional but who isn't when it comes to all that cash money, right? I just don't want to disappointment them. It's really my first time ( Read more... )

I find showy people to be one of the most "annoying" people. Whatever happened to being humble? Even though they have something to brag about it, doesn't mean the whole world needs to know. It just seems that today those who brag about their goals, swagger, compliments given to them, any statement that seems to define them, they only do it for ( Read more... )

I BARELY and I mean BARELY blaze but there was an exception for last night. And that shit WOOOO got to me. I'm so boring when I'm high. I don't even laugh. I'm just stuck the whole time.

And that's that.

Spring break was okay! Cruised in Huntington on our longboards, went to the Heist with high school friends and got kicked out of line TWICE for being too drunk LOLLLLLLL, kickbacks at my house, just straight up chillin. It was good but could be a tad bit better. Nothing has beaten winter break! I'm going CAMPING this weekend! I AM ( Read more... )

because I lost my composure during my speech. I spoke about my uncle who passed away in a car accident. It's been a while since I've spoken about it and didn't think it would affect me. I've never done that before..usually it's no problem public speaking but I guess since it's been so long..it had to hit me eventually. It's just unfortunate it was ( Read more... )

I'm too fuckin' busy now-a-days. And I blame school!! I barely get to see my boys too. WTF. Whatever..in about six years it'll pay off.

1. It would just seem so right to get back with you. We share the same friends and we've gotten to know each other more that if we were to get back together we can just skip to the attraction stage. But like I said before...I don't want to hurt you. I think about you more than you think. It's really embarrassing when you catch me eye-ing you too ( Read more... )