I cried
because I lost my composure during my speech. I spoke about my uncle who passed away in a car accident. It's been a while since I've spoken about it and didn't think it would affect me. I've never done that before..usually it's no problem public speaking but I guess since it's been so long..it had to hit me eventually. It's just unfortunate it was in front of my class. Oh well!
Miss you Uncle Guimo! Your little boy, Ken, is growing up to be such a heartbreak to all the girls =].
Anyway, I haven't been up to much since I'm VERY VERY busy with school. I just don't understand how I can get pretty much straight A's but a D in math. Math has always been my weakness. I changed my major to nursing. BIG SURPRISE right? Ha that's sarcasm if you didn't catch it. No, I'm not going into it because I'm Filipino and definitely did I not go into because of the money (sort of). I decided to change from Business Entertainment to Nursing because I realized that entertainment industry with the business side to it isn't just for me. Yes, it's interesting and it won't be a boring job. But in reality especially with the economy now, it's HARD to find a job. I've heard first hand experiences from people and I don't want to be in that path. It's either your big or nothing in the industry. And honestly, my heart isn't into it to push myself to go that distance.
So I thought about what else am I passionate about that I can also incorporate with my career (because I think having a career that you hate is ridiculous. Your whole life you're working..and if you're not happy with your job eventually your life will just suck ass....anyway as I was saying........) I am strongly passionate about babies. Not because they're so cute but it's that innocence they have. I love taking care of them even if they're brats. Therefore, nursing came to my mind. I plan to get my BSN (maybe if I'm not sick of school by then I'll aim for my Masters and become a nurse practitioner). I also plan to specialize in pediatric oncology (kids with cancer). I told my dad that and he asked me wouldn't I feel deeply affective by it. I said no. Those kids are so innocent to their disease and the last they need is someone to cry in front of them. But I won't. I want to reach out to them and give them that hope they will fight that cancer and they will live long enough to see their future grandchildren. And since my family has been strongly affected by cancer, I would want to reach out to those patients because I can understand what they are going through.
I just want to make a difference in people's lives and by nursing I really know I can achieve that dream.
Here's me lately!
Everyone thinks this isn't my picture!
I got a Farah Fawcett inspired haircut. You can't really see it here but my hair is huge! It's kind of annoying to maintain. But I can't see myself with straight hair.
This was from the bar last weekend. I get so red! Gross I look tan! Ha!
I've honestly never really like those glasses but I guess I gave in haaaaaaaa.
A party a couple weeks ago. First party I've been to in forever. Usually it's just kickbacks with the homies but I don't know..is it just me or ever since winter break ended, there has been much going on AT ALL. Winter break it was like party every day. I miss winter break. It just a bunch of chilling with homies, partying here and there, just no drama. Now everyone is busy with their bf/gf and/or school! Oh well.
Handled that.
What bitch!?!!
I've always thought this boy was cute! HA!
They had the funniest signs around the house.
HAhaahhahAHAHHA.
Done for the night!!
Miss you Uncle Guimo! Your little boy, Ken, is growing up to be such a heartbreak to all the girls =].
Anyway, I haven't been up to much since I'm VERY VERY busy with school. I just don't understand how I can get pretty much straight A's but a D in math. Math has always been my weakness. I changed my major to nursing. BIG SURPRISE right? Ha that's sarcasm if you didn't catch it. No, I'm not going into it because I'm Filipino and definitely did I not go into because of the money (sort of). I decided to change from Business Entertainment to Nursing because I realized that entertainment industry with the business side to it isn't just for me. Yes, it's interesting and it won't be a boring job. But in reality especially with the economy now, it's HARD to find a job. I've heard first hand experiences from people and I don't want to be in that path. It's either your big or nothing in the industry. And honestly, my heart isn't into it to push myself to go that distance.
So I thought about what else am I passionate about that I can also incorporate with my career (because I think having a career that you hate is ridiculous. Your whole life you're working..and if you're not happy with your job eventually your life will just suck ass....anyway as I was saying........) I am strongly passionate about babies. Not because they're so cute but it's that innocence they have. I love taking care of them even if they're brats. Therefore, nursing came to my mind. I plan to get my BSN (maybe if I'm not sick of school by then I'll aim for my Masters and become a nurse practitioner). I also plan to specialize in pediatric oncology (kids with cancer). I told my dad that and he asked me wouldn't I feel deeply affective by it. I said no. Those kids are so innocent to their disease and the last they need is someone to cry in front of them. But I won't. I want to reach out to them and give them that hope they will fight that cancer and they will live long enough to see their future grandchildren. And since my family has been strongly affected by cancer, I would want to reach out to those patients because I can understand what they are going through.
I just want to make a difference in people's lives and by nursing I really know I can achieve that dream.
Here's me lately!
Everyone thinks this isn't my picture!
I got a Farah Fawcett inspired haircut. You can't really see it here but my hair is huge! It's kind of annoying to maintain. But I can't see myself with straight hair.
This was from the bar last weekend. I get so red! Gross I look tan! Ha!
I've honestly never really like those glasses but I guess I gave in haaaaaaaa.
A party a couple weeks ago. First party I've been to in forever. Usually it's just kickbacks with the homies but I don't know..is it just me or ever since winter break ended, there has been much going on AT ALL. Winter break it was like party every day. I miss winter break. It just a bunch of chilling with homies, partying here and there, just no drama. Now everyone is busy with their bf/gf and/or school! Oh well.
Handled that.
What bitch!?!!
I've always thought this boy was cute! HA!
They had the funniest signs around the house.
HAhaahhahAHAHHA.
Done for the night!!