I’ve shed so many tears, and alcohol has become my best friend ( Read more... )

Only a few hours and I'm already lonely,
The coldness doesn't help it either,
I think I finally understand about the strange feelings in this house,
I can't be here alone.

I need to leave this place,
This is OUR home,
It's not meant for me alone.

Wine and Pizza?
It was that simple?

click click click...from the keys of this keyboard ( Read more... )

i feel homeless…even though i own my home.
i can’t enjoy this house…i am all alone.
music blaring, people staring, f--- you…this is my medicine.
‘i’m afraid of you mixing alcohol with drugs’ is that my doctor said.
no i’m not crazy, no i don’t hear voices.
well..maybe I do, the ones that talk shit.
drink drink drink…spend spend spend
does this ever

Wow…everyone is getting older, everyone seems like they have their life together. I cry every night and no one knows. I roll over expecting to have someone beside me, but I’m all alone. Saturday my best friend gets married, and even though I should be happy, I’m depressed that I’m still lost…I’m still alone. My brother…has a family already, so ( Read more... )

Plades were too big ( Read more... )

I cry myself to sleep
No one really knows…but I am weak

What makes you smile makes you cry
What makes you laugh can leave your side
But it’s okay it’s alright
One day I’ll find my wife

I think,
Is this life just a game? I feel so ashamed.
I need,
To get away from it all. Help me start over.
I cry.
I now realize, this was all just a lie.
I feel,
So helpless that I, might have just said goodbye,
To what,
Could have been really great, am I already late?

I'm tired of seeing your eyes and not your face ( Read more... )

Nirvana...not the band, my state of mind ( Read more... )