Feb 08, 2008 14:14
I’ve shed so many tears, and alcohol has become my best friend.
You were once, but you left.
You were my life.
I’m more sick than I have ever been.
Mentally sick.
I lacked affection and had too much criticism.
That crooked smile was perfection to me.
I am missing my better half.
The one that kept me sane.
I tried to stop you today, but you avoided me like always.
Every single day I try.
Every single day.
I want to hear your voice.
I want to feel your touch.
No one will ever have my heart the way you did.
You were right…that is YOUR side of the bed.
I hate looking in this empty closet.
I want you to come back.
I’m ready for the real commitment.
I’m ready to walk down that alter.
I want my nephews in little tuxedos with your wedding ring.
I’m in a puddle of tears and I’m drowning.