Belive it or not. I am writing a song. It has no title yet, but i'll get to that soon. Dunno why i thought i'd post that...seemed like a good idea.

+-Just Me-+

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me...

long time since i wrote an entry, but seeing as i've cried myself to sleep for the past 2 nights, i have alot of stuff to talk about...not going to talk about it all...but i would really like to thank April for being here for me, when no one else is...Brandi, i'd like to thank you as well. Anyways...I just feel so alone...so totally hopeless and ( Read more... )

long time since i wrote an entry, but seeing as i've cried myself to sleep for the past 2 nights, i have alot of stuff to talk about...not going to talk about it all...but i would really like to thank April for being here for me, when no one else is...Brandi, i'd like to thank you as well. Anyways...I just feel so alone...so totally hopeless and ( Read more... )

Do You Even Care
As i listen to our song...
The tears flow from my eye...
Remembering the day,
That you told me goodbye...

Do you even miss me?
Do you even care?
That the pain that i am going through,
Is more than i can bear.
©Donald Callis 05'

That numb, overwhelming,lonely feeling comes over me again, as I sit with dying hopes.

+-The Hopeless-+

DAMMIT! I fucking hate this shit. Nothing ever goes my way, between this and that im a very pissed off person. I dont need any bitchy comments to this post either, its just me letting out my anger...which there is ample ammounts of...this was only a VERY small portion of the overwhelming mass of rage within me...once again. I DONT NEED ANY BITCHY ( Read more... )

This song...it seems as though it were made for me ( Read more... )

When i'm gone, will you feel remorse? Will you have regret for the way you have treated me? When I'm gone will you even notice? Or one day, will you just notice that the long haired,outcast that sits in the corner every day isnt there. Will you realize, and fix your mistakes before it is too late...or maybe it is too late. How much pain, and ( Read more... )

Today, as I was sitting, thinking of nothing in particular; my thoughts overwhelmed me once again, as i thought about the inevitable...death. I thought about death and about how eventually I AM going to die. That numb,feeling of unreality came over me. I am so scared to die...Im scared of death because what comes next is unknown. When I think of ( Read more... )