so aparently 15 weeks haev goen by without me posting anything ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking bothered by the school i'm at. they are constantly bothering me. its like office space where he just gets told the same thing over nad over. i only have 2 more months left. one of which is a break. i got 3 1/2 weeks for spring break. i figure i'll make it count ( Read more... )

so i've done it. i've found the holy grail/ zion. the odd part is that it is in a suburban hell. seriously what else would you expect. this place is amazing to chill in. it however is scary as hell trying to get there with just two people. you get freaked out. well i did and a little claustrophobic.

this last weekend was the weirdest experance i've had in a while. but starting off last week i needed to figure out what i have to do to graduate. i kind of fucked myself over and am pissed. i still can graduate it just is that it will be a pain in the ass. online trig is going to be something evil ( Read more... )

there is so much snow in new mexico right now albuquerque is in a state of "natural disaster" there is over 2 feet of snow about a foot in a half on average through out the city. snowboarding yesterday was amazing. i landed the nicest jump. i got around 4 ft. even with over 30 inchs of powder to land in, i am so sore today. the whole day all that ( Read more... )

so its thanks givng the holiday that i tend to hate most, not that it is a real bad holiday, just that this is the one family event whre you have soo much damn time to waste with your family. my mother and aunt are complaining about me and the price of college and how it is never going to happen. My father is talking with my cousin who is being ( Read more... )

confliction seems to be the ruler of my life. i dont' know. i tryed taking my meds again today i'm still dealing with the sideeffect from just one little 25mg pill. i feel distant and alien. it is slowly melting away as time passes me by. the feeling of unmotivation that comes over me when under their influence is sliping. i am feeling the need ( Read more... )

my film script has almost finished, i just need to get someone to edit it adn fix a few sections. i should have the casting done next week adn then i'll be shotting it the week after ( Read more... )

i know how to get myself into some weird trouble ( Read more... )

( Read more... )