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confliction seems to be the ruler of my life. i dont' know. i tryed taking my meds again today i'm still dealing with the sideeffect from just one little 25mg pill. i feel distant and alien. it is slowly melting away as time passes me by. the feeling of unmotivation that comes over me when under their influence is sliping. i am feeling the need again to do work, besides just knowing my priorities i'm doing them; slowly
when on them i feel like i'm not really here, numb but still feeling everything, caring but unable to actaully get up and do anything. a zombie, the term living dead comes to mind.
when on them i feel like i'm not really here, numb but still feeling everything, caring but unable to actaully get up and do anything. a zombie, the term living dead comes to mind.