Why can't i just say what I am truly thinking? i always say whatever you want to here, or something that will encourage you to say what it is I want to hear. So dishonest, so temporary. Just like who i am. whatever. I am tired of saying the same thing, and doing the same thing. I am tired of being uninspired. Last night was so strange. ( Read more... )

hi everybody. THank god, and by god i mean you and me, for chrissie. Always understands me. It's crazy to have someone that will support you unconditionally, and always really know exactly what you mean. When does that happen? She is definitely my hizeart right, chrizsnatch. Everyyone else on the other hand is sort of terrifying. I guess ( Read more... )

hi everybody. THank god, and by god i mean you and me, for chrissie. Always understands me. It's crazy to have someone that will support you unconditionally, and always really know exactly what you mean. When does that happen? She is definitely my hizeart right, chrizsnatch. Everyone else on the other hand is sort of terrifying. I guess ( Read more... )

For everyone that is stilll on this planet..thank you, and for those of you I love thank you for keeping me alive.

Risen to termination ( Read more... )

not the regulau beach bt the temple beach. Just ask alex...I love not capitolizing peoples names or the beginning of sentences. I saw once upon a time in mexico last night with Alex. Johnny Depp...mmmm. Alex...way mmm. I think maybe i do not feel like doing this now. Yes ok bye bye.

Happy Birthday my little corymonster. Yoou are an old man today, so no more teenage angst. yippee.

I miss my corymonster. he is the sweetest monster of all. i want to feed him fruitpunch gatorade until he is big and strong. I want him and jared to kiss and hug... maybe Friday. I hope so. Blahblahblippityblah.

The past few days have been super. The boy has been more vocal, and honest then ever I think, and it makes everything so beautiful, and easy. It feels really good. There really is only one, right emily?! Great Adventure was the shit even though i puked. Weird fact: i pulled a muscle in my face, possibly from eating to much. It's ok, i ( Read more... )

cheesy dicks smell like aged mold, and are full of betrayal. icky. Swallowing my brain with concepts of refrigerators crushing you. Make up it won't make you better it will just make you made up. False...and not terribly cute either. Icky. Naked can't be naked when you're coated in lies. Lying. Bogged down with sadness you create, at least ( Read more... )