dishonest

[squishimonki]

Why can't i just say what I am truly thinking? i always say whatever you want to here, or something that will encourage you to say what it is I want to hear. So dishonest, so temporary. Just like who i am. whatever. I am tired of saying the same thing, and doing the same thing. I am tired of being uninspired. Last night was so strange.

Comments

throws you offgaurd

[cementforrest]

it always shocks the hell out of me when somebody says one little thing and it just changes the whole world at that moment. its very disorienting. especially when it has to do with somehting in the past. but yeah its hard to say what you are really thinking when others dont, i feel like thats the reason its so hard, its like why do i bother when im not getting it back. if we all said our thoughts wed all be set. instead we hide and manipulate our own brains, and while that little game is fun for us it doesnt usually get us anywhere. i feel like i have to constantly encourage myself to say more, be more honest, its a slow baby-tiptoeing process. but i just try to progress even if its a little. maybe eventually we will all be honest dicks. but then maybe at that point well be like damn this is boring and go back to fucking with each others heads and our own. human interaction is so crazy. i think everyone just needs a good iceburn.