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The end of me
I think its probably time to close this blog. I have nothing positive to say. -
Being a good person
So yeah, all I ever wanted to do was to be a good person. I got distracted for a long time by watching other people be rude, selfish idiots, and I acted superior, beleived myself superiour because my goal was to pay attention, consider everything, and just be a good person. In my distraction, I mostly called everyone else bad. I got bitter, I ( Read more... ) -
Anybody want to trade?
Worst. Life. Ever.
At least thats what I think now. But then, that's what I thought last week. And a week before that. And in August I really thought I'd hit bottom and things couldn't possibly get any worse. It keeps getting worse.
So yeah. Worst. Life. Ever. Until tomorrow. Fuck you, tomorrow. Fuck you in the eye. I can't take much more of this.
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Misrepresented
I think she's actually having *fun* dumping me, calling me names, taking everything I've ever worked for or care about, and generally doing everything she can to make sure I don't have any future and never get to see my son. Seriously. Go read her blog. She's just getting happier and happier, and no mention of me other than the occasional 'ugh', ( Read more... ) -
Had enough?
Its always darkest before the dawn; what comes around goes around; every cloud has a silver lining; don't shit where you eat... you know, all that crap. Another day, another dollar; where's my dollar?, etc.
So just for the record, in case you haven't been paying attention lately, I'm getting pretty well and permanently screwed, here. So here's ( Read more... ) -
Raine's pollywog video post
For Project Pollywog visitors who can't see Raine's video post on www.stephenandraine.com, follow this link to view it on the original LiveJournal page.
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Pollywog technical update - more photos
I've added another Project Pollywog photos feed to www.stephenandraine.com for my Ewan pictures on Google Picasa. Yes I'm using Picasa instead of Flickr. No, I'm not sure that's a good idea, but yes, I'm doing it anyway. And yes, that means I have a bit more work to do in order to get things displaying a little better, but the bottom line is that ( Read more... ) -
Remembering the sun
Treat yourselves and each other with respect, and remind yourselves often of what brought you together. Give the highest priority to the tenderness, gentleness and kindness that your connection deserves. When frustration, difficulties and fear assail your relationship, as they threaten all relationships at one time or another, remember to focus ( Read more... ) -
Shiny spot
My new computer speakers go **loud**, thus bringing a small bit of joy and increasing my productivity a little bit. Good news in an otherwise sticky sea of negative posts. Thanks to the big guy for that. You know who you are. :)
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Oh Holy Hell
Dammit. After reading through my last few posts it appears that I have been sounding a lot like a slightly more pissed off echo of Ms. Screepy Ryanoserous. Hey Screepy, what do you think about getting some booze and doing something Screepy-able sometime?