for the record; yes, it did hurt. and yes, i do care. i don't care what you think because i know so fuck off if you're gonna be an asshole.
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i found the cure to growing older
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kevin and i broke up .. it hurts .. really bad . =( i hate it and i miss him ( Read more... )

i hate my step-mother .. like, there's just nothing that can make me like her anymore. she trash talks me all the time and tells me that i lie and i'm irrisponsible and all kinds of shit. you know what, i'm sorry that i work and go to school every day of my life and that i'd rather see my friends than you, but i don't fucking care. at this point, ( Read more... )

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i don't think there's a way to describe my life right now except for 'wow'. it's both good and bad, and both extremes, but it's worth every second of it.

the bad:
.dad and tracy are being psychotic about my life.
.i can't move out unless i either a)pay them back or b) leave my car as "collateral"
.i work like there's no tomorrow ( Read more... )

i'm reading "The Lovely Bones" again. it is no longer depressing because she died. now i keep thinking about laura, emilie, brian, joe, pj... everyone that's died in my life.

are they in the "inbetween"are they watching us ( Read more... )

so today is when junior is coming home. she'll be home with her friend sara for tonight and tomorrow and they go back monday morning =[ her first college track meet is today, good luck if you're reading this! =]
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uhm. cortney's parents tom and denise told me parents about kevin and i. lol they're like "why didn't we hear this from you?" idk ( Read more... )

"i thought you should know, you're not making this easy"
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i'm going out with james soon. we're gna go to the nevada =] i heart that place. it holds some good memories.
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kev cort & sammi are at a green day concert! so are morgan, jason (the boys i babysit) and jason's friend henry for henry's birthday! =]
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my eighteenth birthday is in ( Read more... )

junior's coming home this weekend! i'm gna find out what time she's getting home and going to her house friday before i hang with mommy i think. i miss her like woah.

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