Sep 03, 2005 19:02
i'm reading "The Lovely Bones" again. it is no longer depressing because she died. now i keep thinking about laura, emilie, brian, joe, pj... everyone that's died in my life.
are they in the "inbetween"?
are they watching us?
do they miss us as much as we do them?
i almost hope that they're not in the "inbetween" watching us. i can imagine how much it must hurt to watch your life go on without you. i hope i never have to feel like that. more importantly, i hope that i don't have to put anyone else through that.
i know how much it hurts to go on without someone you want to see and talk to, even if it's not every day, just every now and then, and it kills.
♥ brittany