So tell me, is there some nuts air in the area lately or what? Cuz my friends have all lost their damn minds. I swear. Walker's gone and lost it, texting me out of the blue saying all kinds of crazy mean things for absolutly nothing, not 10 minutes after telling me he loves me anyway....wtf? aren't men supposed to be the chill ones, and women the ( Read more... )

i don't know whats worse, the fact that i YET AGAIN have to deal with a certain ex and his bullshit, or the fact that my "so-called" best friend has stabbed me in the back for the second or third time now and acts like nothing is wrong. i'm so tired of dealing with all of this. its ridiculous. i just wish i could move far, far away and never have ( Read more... )

haunting me
you're haunting me
you're in my dreams
haunting me
i gave up my wings so long ago
unable to fly away from you
unable to tell you no
you've been haunting me
holding me down
keeping me inside
trapping me inside
hauting me
in my head
in my dreams
haunting me

such a pain in the ass, they are! i just met this guy and i still haven't figured out how i feel about him. i'll start to think hes nice...and then he either pisses me off, or does something too nice and creeps me out. i don't know. i don't. i can't tell if half the stuff that bugs me about him really should bug me, or if its just me trying to ( Read more... )

Stupid random dreams make my head spin around in fucked up little circles. I remember when the dream was a reality. When I was so comfortable in my own skin. When I was so comfortable up next to his skin. But not anymore. He makes me so uncomfortable. Even just the thought of him. Or waking up remembering what used to be. Makes me ( Read more... )

So, I've decided to stop moping around. Yeah, I might work a lot, so I FEEL like I have no time for anything else, but instead, I'm going to start feeling good. Feeling better. Living. I didn't really know how to go about doing that, so I decided to take up running. Its kind of a diffrent approach, I suppose, but the way I see it, running ( Read more... )

I don't understand. I just don't understand...I deleted him from my friends list on myspace, and deleted all the comments and messages from him and the ones I sent him, AND I even deleted my phone number from his phone, and kept him in mine as "no" so I know not to answer if he were to ever call again, and yet STILL I keep thinking about him. I ( Read more... )

I've got nothing left to give you ( Read more... )

Its really sad when you find out your whole world is coming crashing down ( Read more... )

I'm on myspace now, yes...I've succumbed to the gravity pull of myspace. so if any of ya'll are on myspace, come find me and be my friend! i like friends! :-D ( Read more... )