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I'm on myspace now, yes...I've succumbed to the gravity pull of myspace. so if any of ya'll are on myspace, come find me and be my friend! i like friends! :-D
Me and Tom broke up night before last. He broke up with me, actually. That hasn't happened in a long time. I don't mind so much, I'm just thoroughly confused. One second he's apologizing for being a dick, praying that I don't break up with him, the next he's breaking up with me because I get mad too much. When in reality I'd only gotten mad that one time. And he was taking a text message I sent him as me being mad still, when I wasn't. And so he broke up with me. Yup. That's mature. And this kid was engaged once? How in the hell did he expect to stay married? Does he think couples never fight? Wow. Can we say denial? Meh. Oh well. His loss. Besides, I'm engaged to Eric. Even though he has a girlfriend. And I don't think he's serious. and i don't think he knows that I (sort of) am. I mean, I love the kid. We get along great. Yeah, so maybe I can't really see myself having sex with him...but I can see us still together, getting along great, old and gray. So I dunno. I dunno what the hell I want actually. Oh well. I want to fucking make rent this month. That's what I want. Yup.
Oh yeah and Friday is my interview for the assistant manager position I'm trying for. Pretty much guaranteed the job, just can't fuck up this interview. Uh-huh.
Aunt Sue just got out the hospital and we already had to put her back in there again because she started drinking again. She was doing so well, until some stupidass neighbor decided to be a nosy bitch and call child services on her. Yup. Assholes. Know what the saddest part is? That's what I was upset about the other night when I text Tom needing someone to talk to and wanting to talk to him about it. And he somehow took it as me being mad and broke up with me. Yup. Okay, so maybe I'm not 100% over it yet...........who knows why. I didn't even like the guy that much. Oh well. Meh.
Me and Tom broke up night before last. He broke up with me, actually. That hasn't happened in a long time. I don't mind so much, I'm just thoroughly confused. One second he's apologizing for being a dick, praying that I don't break up with him, the next he's breaking up with me because I get mad too much. When in reality I'd only gotten mad that one time. And he was taking a text message I sent him as me being mad still, when I wasn't. And so he broke up with me. Yup. That's mature. And this kid was engaged once? How in the hell did he expect to stay married? Does he think couples never fight? Wow. Can we say denial? Meh. Oh well. His loss. Besides, I'm engaged to Eric. Even though he has a girlfriend. And I don't think he's serious. and i don't think he knows that I (sort of) am. I mean, I love the kid. We get along great. Yeah, so maybe I can't really see myself having sex with him...but I can see us still together, getting along great, old and gray. So I dunno. I dunno what the hell I want actually. Oh well. I want to fucking make rent this month. That's what I want. Yup.
Oh yeah and Friday is my interview for the assistant manager position I'm trying for. Pretty much guaranteed the job, just can't fuck up this interview. Uh-huh.
Aunt Sue just got out the hospital and we already had to put her back in there again because she started drinking again. She was doing so well, until some stupidass neighbor decided to be a nosy bitch and call child services on her. Yup. Assholes. Know what the saddest part is? That's what I was upset about the other night when I text Tom needing someone to talk to and wanting to talk to him about it. And he somehow took it as me being mad and broke up with me. Yup. Okay, so maybe I'm not 100% over it yet...........who knows why. I didn't even like the guy that much. Oh well. Meh.