I walked home from your house the other night. I was so angry.

halfway there i got lost and stood in the shelter of a building and cried until i threw up while the wind and snow howled around me.

I hated you for six long miles.

...sometimes I have to drink so I can sleep...it keeps me from thinking long enough to close my eyes...it keeps me from dreaming.

Am I supposed to be OK with what happened last night? I am still amazed that you even realized I left...I only came back because it was cold out and a long fucking walk. Am I just supposed to pretend that it doesn't KILL me inside? Am I just supposed to pretend to not have any feelings (for you ( Read more... )

I worry about you. I know that if I told you that, you would make that face that you make when you are caught off guard and a little bit embarrassed...You know, that one that's halfway between disgusted and intrigued. It's true though, I worry about you. Ok, call me an asshole and give me that face, i know you well enough to know that you can't ( Read more... )

Dear Leo ( Read more... )

It's very strange not to be thinking of time in "semesters". For everyone else, this is Monday, day one of an 11 week semester. For me, this is Monday the first day of my 40 hour work week ( Read more... )

This is what academic termination looks like.

All the rest of you AIP folks, don't put yourself in this position.

Banker, where are you when I need you??

Miserable. I'm fucking miserable and there is nothing anyone can do about it. I fucked up...again. Typical. I'm trying very hard to pretend that I'm not worried. I'm trying very hard to pretend that I'm happy and that I'm full of the holiday spirit. I'm trying to not ruin it for everyone else. I'm not doing a very good job. Let's face it, ( Read more... )

da rules ( Read more... )

You can only use 2 words for each question, but you must use 2 words ( Read more... )