FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (1/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:37:37 UTC
Jared is Jensen’s best friend, has been since Jensen was six years old. His parents had just moved his family into a new pack’s territory, and they’d had to visit their new pack leader as pack rules demanded
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FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (2/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:39:09 UTC
Ruin Jared?
He’d never let anyone do anything to hurt Jared. When kids started picking on Jared at school, Jensen had kicked all of their asses without a second thought.
He’d be damned if he was the one to ruin him.
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Jensen tries to distance himself from Jared, but it’s impossible. They’re just together too much. Everyone in the pack goes to the same school, and Jared sits by him at lunch. When Jensen starts walking home without Jared, Jared makes it his goal in life to bolt out of the school and beat Jensen to the front steps so he can trot along behind him. Jared invites himself over for sleepovers and doesn’t seem to notice or mind when Jensen tries to stop talking to him. He just pleasantly holds a one-sided conversation until Jensen finally starts talking to him again (and he always, always does).
It’s torture, especially when Jared hits puberty at twelve, and Jensen doesn’t even have to be in the same room as him to smell BetaBetaBeta.
He feels like he’s going to tear his hair out trying not to ruin his Jared
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FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (3/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:40:42 UTC
As Jensen’s senior year draws to a close, he applies the farthest schools from Texas he can think of. He manages to get offered a scholarship to NYU, and he snaps it up, bolts for New York as soon as he gets confirmation that his financial aid is set
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FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (4/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:41:42 UTC
He pulls on a t-shirt and sweat pants, knowing that both will probably be ruined by the end of the night, and heads out into the darkness to the clearing that has been designated for the fight. Chad meets him halfway there, falling into step with him easily as they dart between the trees, the moonlight filtering over them from between the branches
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FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (5/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:42:46 UTC
“He snapped at you because you attacked him when he was defenseless. Anyone would.” Jensen looks to Gerry, eyebrows furrowed. “Tell me you understand that, Alpha
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FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (6/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:43:50 UTC
And being called a pup pisses Jensen’s wolf right the fuck off. He’s a twenty year old Alpha-type. A certain amount of pride comes with that. But he swallows down the growl that immediately leaped to his throat. “I was about to ask the same, but I figured I should respect my elders
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FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (7/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:45:07 UTC
Jensen howls at that, and there’s blood everywhere, his blood now, and he’s seeing red in more ways than one, bloodlust and rage mingling together
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FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (8/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:46:01 UTC
“I left for you. I didn’t know what else to do without ruining you. You deserved better than that. You’re the pack’s future Beta. What was I supposed to do
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FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (10/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:47:51 UTC
And Jensen does, jerking up into Jared. He knows that Jared’s wolf is close to the surface now, just like his own, and that Jared will be able to take anything he dishes him.
Jared doesn’t seem bothered with this plan, lifting his hips to meet each of Jensen’s thrusts. He’s babbling again, and it’s all AlphaJensenyoursJensen’s already close; he can feel his orgasm coiling in his belly. He reaches between them, wrapping his hand around Jared’s cock and tugging roughly
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Re: FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (10/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - fictrickling_sandJune 25 2011, 08:51:36 UTC
OH HUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS. EVERY SINGLE WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Especially the chubbypup!Jared - THAT TOTALLY MELTED ME!!!! This fic seriously had me at 'Hello' ;p!!
I also love how teenage!Jared was the one who made the first move - it was so..him! And Jensen.. oh Jen!!! And that scene inside the cabin. Oh GOD!!!! Jen's dirty talk - and then
“But I’m not going to,” he says finally. “You’re right, this tradition is fucked beyond belief. And when you’re finally the Beta of the pack, you and your Alpha might be able to change it. But if you don’t want me, then you don’t want me.” Saying that breaks Jensen a little, but he forces himself to continue. “I know what I did, maybe it wasn’t the best thing to do, but it was the right thing. I understand why it makes me unfit to mate you, but know that it was for you.” It wasn't possible for me to love Jensen anymore than at that moment!!! It really really shows what Jared meant to him and I just.. ngh
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He’d never let anyone do anything to hurt Jared. When kids started picking on Jared at school, Jensen had kicked all of their asses without a second thought.
He’d be damned if he was the one to ruin him.
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Jensen tries to distance himself from Jared, but it’s impossible. They’re just together too much. Everyone in the pack goes to the same school, and Jared sits by him at lunch. When Jensen starts walking home without Jared, Jared makes it his goal in life to bolt out of the school and beat Jensen to the front steps so he can trot along behind him. Jared invites himself over for sleepovers and doesn’t seem to notice or mind when Jensen tries to stop talking to him. He just pleasantly holds a one-sided conversation until Jensen finally starts talking to him again (and he always, always does).
It’s torture, especially when Jared hits puberty at twelve, and Jensen doesn’t even have to be in the same room as him to smell BetaBetaBeta.
He feels like he’s going to tear his hair out trying not to ruin his Jared ( ... )
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Jared doesn’t seem bothered with this plan, lifting his hips to meet each of Jensen’s thrusts. He’s babbling again, and it’s all AlphaJensenyoursJensen’s already close; he can feel his orgasm coiling in his belly. He reaches between them, wrapping his hand around Jared’s cock and tugging roughly ( ... )
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I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS. EVERY SINGLE WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Especially the chubbypup!Jared - THAT TOTALLY MELTED ME!!!! This fic seriously had me at 'Hello' ;p!!
I also love how teenage!Jared was the one who made the first move - it was so..him! And Jensen.. oh Jen!!!
And that scene inside the cabin. Oh GOD!!!! Jen's dirty talk - and then
“But I’m not going to,” he says finally. “You’re right, this tradition is fucked beyond belief. And when you’re finally the Beta of the pack, you and your Alpha might be able to change it. But if you don’t want me, then you don’t want me.” Saying that breaks Jensen a little, but he forces himself to continue. “I know what I did, maybe it wasn’t the best thing to do, but it was the right thing. I understand why it makes me unfit to mate you, but know that it was for you.” It wasn't possible for me to love Jensen anymore than at that moment!!! It really really shows what Jared meant to him and I just.. ngh ( ... )
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thank you so much for all your sweet compliments. as far as turning it into a verse/doing timestamps--dunno. we'll just have to see :)
really glad you enjoyed it ♥
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That was beyond awesome! I never thought that my little request would turn out this awesome! Thank you soooo much!
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