FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (7/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 06:45:07 UTC
Jensen howls at that, and there’s blood everywhere, his blood now, and he’s seeing red in more ways than one, bloodlust and rage mingling together.
He goes for Matt’s neck, bites down, and blood pools in his throat again.
Matt only struggles for a moment more, then goes still beneath Jensen, gurgling on every inhale.
Jensen’s wolf says to press down harder, to snap his neck or tear out his windpipe, crush his jugular between his teeth and bathe in the fountain of blood that will pour out of him.
But Jensen forces his wolf to back up, unclenches his jaws and releases opponent.
He shifts to keep his wolf’s desires at bay. His heart is pounding in his head, and he’s breathing heavily, looking down at the mess of fur that is Matt. “Call the match, Gerry.”
His Alpha moves beside him, lifting his uninjured arm in victory. “The future pack leader.”
Jensen’s left arm is killing him, his shoulder still bleeding badly, but he refuses himself the urge to hold it close to him. Instead, he stands tall in front of his pack, throws back his head and howls at the moon.
His packmates join him.
*
Chad hands him a new pair of sweats to pull on, and both he and his parents help stitch Jensen up. Even for a werewolf, his shoulder injury is pretty extensive. His hand isn’t broken, and that’s a good thing, but they bandage it up anyway. He’s got a bunch of superficial scratches and bruises, mostly along his chest, and probably a concussion from having his head slammed into the ground. His lip is busted and he has a lovely black eye.
And he has to go see Jared this way.
Fantastic. He hasn’t seen the boy he’s in love with for three years, and when he does finally get to, he looks like he was on the bad end of a battering ram. Fan-fucking-tastic.
Once Chad and Jensen’s family are finished attending to him, Gerry comes to collect him.
“Ready?” his pack leader asks, his face serious.
Jensen tries to smile, and it makes his lip ache. “As I’ll ever be.”
Gerry nods and turns without another word, running into the woods, to Jared, presumably.
Jensen follows, and his head is screaming BetaJaredmine with every step.
*
They run for a long time, finally coming to a house that appears out of nowhere, and Jensen can smell Jared without even stepping in the door.
His chest aches, and he looks at Gerry. He doesn’t know what he’s silently asking for, permission, guidance, something, but Gerry tilts his head to the side, and it’s enough of an answer.
Jensen opens the door, and the scent of Jared surrounds him until he chokes on it.
And Jared is suddenly there, right in front of him, eyes wide. He’s taller now, but he’s still the same Jared that Jensen left three years ago. “Jensen?”
Jensen has to breathe slowly to keep himself together. “Hey, Jay.”
Jared scowls at him. “What the hell are you doing here? And what happened to your face?”
“I fought for you,” Jensen says, still breathing carefully. “I’m the new leader.”
“Not unless I let you mate me.” Jared’s eyes flash with something dark, something heady and dangerous. “I suppose you think I’m going to just roll over for you. You can forget it. Just because it’s you doesn’t mean I think this is okay. Especially because it’s you.”
Jensen’s wolf growls, and Jensen can barely suppress it. “I had to leave, Jay.”
“Without even saying goodbye?” Jared snaps, shoving Jensen back. “You couldn’t even face me to say goodbye? You’re a coward. Why would I ever want you as my Alpha?”
Jensen lets himself growl this time, and he can smell that Jared’s body likes it, if not his mind. “I did it for you. Everything I did was for you.”
“Right,” Jared says skeptically. “I’m sure the disappearing act was all for my benefit. You’re a jerk, Jensen.”
Jensen grits his teeth, taking a step toward him. “You just don’t get it, Jared. If I’d taken you then, you’d have been an outcast.”
“Better that than the pack whore, being passed around from one macho blockhead that happens to win a fight to another until I’m pregnant,” Jared growls back, his hazel eyes flashing. “And you just left me to deal with it alone.”
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“I left for you. I didn’t know what else to do without ruining you. You deserved better than that. You’re the pack’s future Beta. What was I supposed to do?”
“Not leave me!”
“I came back for you,” Jensen says, taking another step forward.
Jared moves like he’s going to push him again, and Jensen catches his hands, pulling him close. “I came back, and I’ve earned the right to claim you as mine.” His voice has drops an octave, and Jared’s pupils go wide. “And you’d want it, wouldn’t you, Jay? If I pushed hard enough, if I just threw you down and had my way with you, you’d be begging for it. I can smell it on you, how deep in heat you are.” He releases Jared’s hands, moving one arm around Jared’s waist, the other to the back of his neck, squeezing. “And now curiosity, wondering if I’d really do it, if I’d shove you onto the couch and fuck you into the cushions and make you scream my name. You would, too, wouldn’t you? You’d scream for me until you were hoarse with it.”
Jared whimpers softly, arching up into Jensen so he can feel Jared’s erection press into his hip.
“It would be so easy, Jared,” Jensen continues, his hand finding its way into Jared’s hair, twisting it to hold him still. “So easy. You’d just open your legs for me, let me fuck you until you were pregnant with my pups. If only I pushed hard enough.”
He releases Jared then, stepping back so Jared stumbles forward.
“But I’m not going to,” he says finally. “You’re right, this tradition is fucked beyond belief. And when you’re finally the Beta of the pack, you and your Alpha might be able to change it. But if you don’t want me, then you don’t want me.” Saying that breaks Jensen a little, but he forces himself to continue. “I know what I did, maybe it wasn’t the best thing to do, but it was the right thing. I understand why it makes me unfit to mate you, but know that it was for you.”
He starts to turn away, already putting himself in his wolf’s mindset to shift, but Jared catches his bad shoulder, jarring him back with the pain.
Jared turns him carefully so he can see Jensen’s back and the stitches that piece his shoulder back together. He sucks in a sharp breath and gingerly touches the bottom stitch. “You... You really got hurt.”
“It’ll heal in a few days, Jared,” Jensen says softly, trying not to wince at Jared’s touch. “Probably won’t even scar. You know that.”
“Yeah,” Jared says, voice almost a whisper. He ducks his head, mouth pressing very tenderly to the wound. “It’s always been you, Jen.” The cut stings, but Jared’s hands come around Jensen’s chest, pulling him closer. “Don’t leave me again.”
His voice is so small, the strength and anger completely drained, leaving nothing but the hurt.
Jensen carefully turns in his arms. Jared curls into him, pressing his face into Jensen’s neck. Jensen holds him tight, not caring when his shoulder protests the movement. “I won’t.”
Jared smiles against his skin. “As long as I get pregnant, anyway.”
Jensen squeezes him tighter. “They can’t make me stay away. I’ll fight anyone who tries to make you theirs.” Jared gives him a skeptical look, and Jensen smiles. “If you think I look bad, you should see the other guys.”
Jared laughs at that, soft puffs of warm hair against Jensen’s skin. “I think it’d be easier on everyone if you’d just get me pregnant.” He raises his head, pressing his mouth to Jensen’s, and it’s electric. When he moves away, he adds, “So I’m thinking we should get on with that whole process.”
Jensen’s hands coming up to frame Jared’s face as he pulls him back in. He bites at Jared’s lower lip, soothes the bite over with his tongue, and Jared whines for him.
Jensen growls, deep and possessive, and Jared responds by jerking his hips forward.
“Bedroom?” he asks, a little winded.
Jared grins. “What happened to all that talk about fucking me into the couch cushions?”
Jensen can totally get on board with that idea. Definitely. It’s been his favorite jerk-off fantasy since he was seventeen. But this isn’t just some casual fling. This is Jared. Further, this is Jared’s first time.
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The thought alone is enough to make Jensen hard as hell. “Later. You’ll be more comfortable on the bed your first time, trust me.”
Jared shrugs, taking Jensen’s hand and leading him into a backroom.
As soon as Jensen sees the bed, he picks Jared up by his waist and tosses him on it.
Jared laughs in surprise but is cut off by Jensen’s mouth on his.
Jensen hovers over him, hands sliding up the long lines of Jared's body. He hooks his thumbs under the hem of his shirt and brings it up with his hand, the calloused heels of his palms sliding over the soft skin of Jared's torso. He stops kissing him just long enough to pull the shirt over his head. Jensen ducks his head, licking and sucking at Jared’s collarbones, making sure to leave plenty of marks.
Jared squirms beneath him, lifting his hips up, searching for friction, and Jensen obliges, rolling his hips down against Jared’s. Jared gasps at that, hips snapping up.
Jensen kisses his way down his body, dipping his tongue into Jared’s bellybutton on the way down, and Jared moans softly, his hands sliding through Jensen’s short hair. “Jen...”
“I’ve got you, Jared,” Jensen assures him, plucking Jared’s jeans open and sliding them down his long legs. Jared’s cock is flushed red and leaking pre-come already. “I’ve got you,” he says again, mostly to himself, just before he swallows Jared down.
Jared keens, his hips jerking up. Jensen fits his thumbs in the dip of his hipbones and holds him in place, keeping him still as he works his mouth over Jared’s cock.
“Jen, don’t,” Jared whines. “I’ll--I don’t want to come yet.”
Jensen lifts off Jared with a wet pop, and he looks up at him. Jared looks absolutely gone, eyes blown, mouth red and shining. “You don’t want to come?” he asks, his mouth quirking into a smile as he presses is thumb to Jared’s entrance. “You sure about that?”
“I said not yet,” Jared clarifies, giving him a dark look.
Jensen laughs softly, his thumb pushing in. He’s surprised to find that Jared’s already slick inside. “You’re already wet.”
“I’ve been in heat and locked up in this house for three days. What do you think I’ve been doing since then, hm?” He shifts his hips down, rocking against Jensen’s hand. He groans, tilting his head back. “Come on, Jen. I’m already all stretched and wet and ready for you. Come on.”
“You sure? I mean, I could spend all day down here, opening you up, bringing you right to the edge and then pulling you back over and over. I bet I could make you come without even touching your cock.” He blows softly against his hole, watching as Jared clenches around his thumb.
Jared squirms, beginning to babble senselessly. “Jensen, please, please, I’ve been waiting so long, please.”
Jensen withdraws his thumb and pulls off his sweatpants, kicking them to the floor. He gently nudges Jared’s hip. “Turn onto your stomach.”
Jared shakes his head. “I wanna see you.”
“I don’t want to hurt you, Jared,” he explains. “It’ll be easier your first time if you’re on all fours.”
“I want to see you,” Jared says again. “I’ll tell you if it’s too much, okay? Please, Jensen.”
And how is he really supposed to say no to that? He nods and lines himself up. “Ready?”
Jared ruts his hips up, groaning at the feel of Jensen’s cock against his ass. “Been ready. Come on, Jen, come on.”
Jensen nods, starting the long, slow slide into him. Jared’s breathing goes quicker, and he tries to push down, take more of Jensen in. Finally, he bottoms out.
It’s almost too much, the delicious friction and burning heat of Jared’s body, the blissed out look on Jared’s face, the smell that’s been driving him crazy since he first approached the house. All of it together makes Jensen want to lose it right there.
He swallows hard and ducks his head, taking a shaky breath in.
Jared’s legs come up, wrapping around Jensen’s waist, and he kisses Jensen’s shoulder. “Alpha,” he murmurs into his skin.
Jensen’s wolf responds, scratching to the surface until Jensen’s eyes flash. “Mine,” Jensen growls. “My Beta, my Jared, mine.”
Jared’s eyes flash too, and he grins wolfishly, pulling Jensen down to kiss him. “Fuck me, Jen,” he breathes into Jensen’s mouth.
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And Jensen does, jerking up into Jared. He knows that Jared’s wolf is close to the surface now, just like his own, and that Jared will be able to take anything he dishes him.
Jared doesn’t seem bothered with this plan, lifting his hips to meet each of Jensen’s thrusts. He’s babbling again, and it’s all AlphaJensenyours.
Jensen’s already close; he can feel his orgasm coiling in his belly. He reaches between them, wrapping his hand around Jared’s cock and tugging roughly.
Jared arches against him, eyelashes fluttering against his cheeks. “No, Jensen, not without you, please.”
“I’m right there, Jay,” he mumbles reassuringly. “Let it out, I’m right there.”
Jared cries out, tossing his head back and coming hard between them.
Jensen bites down on the exposed stretch of throat, just enough to bruise, and he follows suite, coming deep inside Jared’s body.
They stay like that for a moment, just breathing against each other, and then Jensen pulls out and shifts onto his side. His hand splays against Jared’s stomach, and he leans up to kiss the corner of his mouth.
Jared turns his head, catching Jensen’s lips and kissing him slowly, lazily, like there’s nothing else in the world he’d rather be doing. After a minute or two, he pulls back and grins. “Let’s do that again.”
Jensen huffs a laugh. “Fucking teenage hormones.”
Jared makes a face at him, then gets a mischievous glint in his eye as he slides down Jensen’s body and takes his soft cock in his mouth, sucking it in.
Jensen moans, still oversensitive, but he’s not really surprised when he feels himself getting hard again. Jared smells too good to resist, and he’s been waiting for this for a fucking long time now, after all.
When he’s fully hard again, Jared grins up at him. “I want to ride you this time, okay?”
And, yeah, that sounds like a good plan.
*
Jensen loves Jared, has since he was six years old. That means he’s been in love with him for almost fifteen years now. And when you love someone that long, you kind of get used to the idea that you love them a certain amount, an amount you think is absolutely infinite.
But when the pregnancy test comes back with two blue lines, and they check and double check the box to make sure they’re reading it right, that, yes, Jared is pregnant--Christ, Jensen’s heart aches with how much he loves him.
Jared throws his arms around Jensen’s neck, kissing him soundly. When he leans back, still clinging to Jensen, he grins. “So, how many pups do you want?”
Jensen smiles back. “This time or all together?”
Jared shrugs. “Both?”
“I’m thinking maybe one or two this time, just to start out. And then maybe, I don’t know, eight or nine total.”
Jared laughs at that. “What, are you planning to keep me barefoot and pregnant for the rest of my life, Jensen?”
Jensen kisses the tip of Jared’s nose. “Maybe.”
Jared laughs again, and now Jensen couldn’t love him anymore than he possibly loves him right this moment. Or so he thinks.
Re: FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (10/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - fictrickling_sandJune 25 2011, 08:51:36 UTC
OH HUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS. EVERY SINGLE WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Especially the chubbypup!Jared - THAT TOTALLY MELTED ME!!!! This fic seriously had me at 'Hello' ;p!!
I also love how teenage!Jared was the one who made the first move - it was so..him! And Jensen.. oh Jen!!! And that scene inside the cabin. Oh GOD!!!! Jen's dirty talk - and then
“But I’m not going to,” he says finally. “You’re right, this tradition is fucked beyond belief. And when you’re finally the Beta of the pack, you and your Alpha might be able to change it. But if you don’t want me, then you don’t want me.” Saying that breaks Jensen a little, but he forces himself to continue. “I know what I did, maybe it wasn’t the best thing to do, but it was the right thing. I understand why it makes me unfit to mate you, but know that it was for you.”
It wasn't possible for me to love Jensen anymore than at that moment!!! It really really shows what Jared meant to him and I just.. ngh~~~~~!!!!!!!!!
Your sex scenes are HOT beyond belief - I love how playful Jared is and how easy things are between the two of them.
And the ending? OH. MY. GOD!!! moremoremorepleasepleaseplease?!?!?!
;E!!
I'm very possibly babbling incoherently but I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! I wouldn't be opposed to the idea of it getting turned into a verse, you know ;E! Hint hint ;p! Timestamps are <33333333 too hehehe ;E!!
AND - one last thing. If all of the above doesn't make any sense, which is a very very real possibility, I should know ^^!, I just want to say..
THANK YOU FOR A FANTASTIC FILL, HUN ;)! :glomps you: <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
Re: FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (10/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 20:27:31 UTC
yay! i was worried i hadn't filled it properly because it had less of the ~wooing~ of jared and much more of the fight than you intended, i think, so i'm really glad you enjoyed it!
Re: FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (10/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 23:14:27 UTC
To be honest, I was interested in both, but I really, really liked how it turned out (and you got both into the story, so that's even better). I got caught up in the fighting and I loved that. I love any story that can suck me in and keep me entertained. So thank you so much for that!
Re: FILLED: Hear My Heart Beat So (10/10) - Jensen/Jared - NC-17 - ficsalireJune 25 2011, 20:29:30 UTC
sorry :(
the prompter kind of phrased it so that it sounded like they wanted it to be less about the actual pregnancy and more about the journey there. i'm glad you liked it though.
He goes for Matt’s neck, bites down, and blood pools in his throat again.
Matt only struggles for a moment more, then goes still beneath Jensen, gurgling on every inhale.
Jensen’s wolf says to press down harder, to snap his neck or tear out his windpipe, crush his jugular between his teeth and bathe in the fountain of blood that will pour out of him.
But Jensen forces his wolf to back up, unclenches his jaws and releases opponent.
He shifts to keep his wolf’s desires at bay. His heart is pounding in his head, and he’s breathing heavily, looking down at the mess of fur that is Matt. “Call the match, Gerry.”
His Alpha moves beside him, lifting his uninjured arm in victory. “The future pack leader.”
Jensen’s left arm is killing him, his shoulder still bleeding badly, but he refuses himself the urge to hold it close to him. Instead, he stands tall in front of his pack, throws back his head and howls at the moon.
His packmates join him.
*
Chad hands him a new pair of sweats to pull on, and both he and his parents help stitch Jensen up. Even for a werewolf, his shoulder injury is pretty extensive. His hand isn’t broken, and that’s a good thing, but they bandage it up anyway. He’s got a bunch of superficial scratches and bruises, mostly along his chest, and probably a concussion from having his head slammed into the ground. His lip is busted and he has a lovely black eye.
And he has to go see Jared this way.
Fantastic. He hasn’t seen the boy he’s in love with for three years, and when he does finally get to, he looks like he was on the bad end of a battering ram. Fan-fucking-tastic.
Once Chad and Jensen’s family are finished attending to him, Gerry comes to collect him.
“Ready?” his pack leader asks, his face serious.
Jensen tries to smile, and it makes his lip ache. “As I’ll ever be.”
Gerry nods and turns without another word, running into the woods, to Jared, presumably.
Jensen follows, and his head is screaming BetaJaredmine with every step.
*
They run for a long time, finally coming to a house that appears out of nowhere, and Jensen can smell Jared without even stepping in the door.
His chest aches, and he looks at Gerry. He doesn’t know what he’s silently asking for, permission, guidance, something, but Gerry tilts his head to the side, and it’s enough of an answer.
Jensen opens the door, and the scent of Jared surrounds him until he chokes on it.
And Jared is suddenly there, right in front of him, eyes wide. He’s taller now, but he’s still the same Jared that Jensen left three years ago. “Jensen?”
Jensen has to breathe slowly to keep himself together. “Hey, Jay.”
Jared scowls at him. “What the hell are you doing here? And what happened to your face?”
“I fought for you,” Jensen says, still breathing carefully. “I’m the new leader.”
“Not unless I let you mate me.” Jared’s eyes flash with something dark, something heady and dangerous. “I suppose you think I’m going to just roll over for you. You can forget it. Just because it’s you doesn’t mean I think this is okay. Especially because it’s you.”
Jensen’s wolf growls, and Jensen can barely suppress it. “I had to leave, Jay.”
“Without even saying goodbye?” Jared snaps, shoving Jensen back. “You couldn’t even face me to say goodbye? You’re a coward. Why would I ever want you as my Alpha?”
Jensen lets himself growl this time, and he can smell that Jared’s body likes it, if not his mind. “I did it for you. Everything I did was for you.”
“Right,” Jared says skeptically. “I’m sure the disappearing act was all for my benefit. You’re a jerk, Jensen.”
Jensen grits his teeth, taking a step toward him. “You just don’t get it, Jared. If I’d taken you then, you’d have been an outcast.”
“Better that than the pack whore, being passed around from one macho blockhead that happens to win a fight to another until I’m pregnant,” Jared growls back, his hazel eyes flashing. “And you just left me to deal with it alone.”
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“Not leave me!”
“I came back for you,” Jensen says, taking another step forward.
Jared moves like he’s going to push him again, and Jensen catches his hands, pulling him close. “I came back, and I’ve earned the right to claim you as mine.” His voice has drops an octave, and Jared’s pupils go wide. “And you’d want it, wouldn’t you, Jay? If I pushed hard enough, if I just threw you down and had my way with you, you’d be begging for it. I can smell it on you, how deep in heat you are.” He releases Jared’s hands, moving one arm around Jared’s waist, the other to the back of his neck, squeezing. “And now curiosity, wondering if I’d really do it, if I’d shove you onto the couch and fuck you into the cushions and make you scream my name. You would, too, wouldn’t you? You’d scream for me until you were hoarse with it.”
Jared whimpers softly, arching up into Jensen so he can feel Jared’s erection press into his hip.
“It would be so easy, Jared,” Jensen continues, his hand finding its way into Jared’s hair, twisting it to hold him still. “So easy. You’d just open your legs for me, let me fuck you until you were pregnant with my pups. If only I pushed hard enough.”
He releases Jared then, stepping back so Jared stumbles forward.
“But I’m not going to,” he says finally. “You’re right, this tradition is fucked beyond belief. And when you’re finally the Beta of the pack, you and your Alpha might be able to change it. But if you don’t want me, then you don’t want me.” Saying that breaks Jensen a little, but he forces himself to continue. “I know what I did, maybe it wasn’t the best thing to do, but it was the right thing. I understand why it makes me unfit to mate you, but know that it was for you.”
He starts to turn away, already putting himself in his wolf’s mindset to shift, but Jared catches his bad shoulder, jarring him back with the pain.
Jared turns him carefully so he can see Jensen’s back and the stitches that piece his shoulder back together. He sucks in a sharp breath and gingerly touches the bottom stitch. “You... You really got hurt.”
“It’ll heal in a few days, Jared,” Jensen says softly, trying not to wince at Jared’s touch. “Probably won’t even scar. You know that.”
“Yeah,” Jared says, voice almost a whisper. He ducks his head, mouth pressing very tenderly to the wound. “It’s always been you, Jen.” The cut stings, but Jared’s hands come around Jensen’s chest, pulling him closer. “Don’t leave me again.”
His voice is so small, the strength and anger completely drained, leaving nothing but the hurt.
Jensen carefully turns in his arms. Jared curls into him, pressing his face into Jensen’s neck. Jensen holds him tight, not caring when his shoulder protests the movement. “I won’t.”
Jared smiles against his skin. “As long as I get pregnant, anyway.”
Jensen squeezes him tighter. “They can’t make me stay away. I’ll fight anyone who tries to make you theirs.” Jared gives him a skeptical look, and Jensen smiles. “If you think I look bad, you should see the other guys.”
Jared laughs at that, soft puffs of warm hair against Jensen’s skin. “I think it’d be easier on everyone if you’d just get me pregnant.” He raises his head, pressing his mouth to Jensen’s, and it’s electric. When he moves away, he adds, “So I’m thinking we should get on with that whole process.”
Jensen’s hands coming up to frame Jared’s face as he pulls him back in. He bites at Jared’s lower lip, soothes the bite over with his tongue, and Jared whines for him.
Jensen growls, deep and possessive, and Jared responds by jerking his hips forward.
“Bedroom?” he asks, a little winded.
Jared grins. “What happened to all that talk about fucking me into the couch cushions?”
Jensen can totally get on board with that idea. Definitely. It’s been his favorite jerk-off fantasy since he was seventeen. But this isn’t just some casual fling. This is Jared. Further, this is Jared’s first time.
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Jared shrugs, taking Jensen’s hand and leading him into a backroom.
As soon as Jensen sees the bed, he picks Jared up by his waist and tosses him on it.
Jared laughs in surprise but is cut off by Jensen’s mouth on his.
Jensen hovers over him, hands sliding up the long lines of Jared's body. He hooks his thumbs under the hem of his shirt and brings it up with his hand, the calloused heels of his palms sliding over the soft skin of Jared's torso. He stops kissing him just long enough to pull the shirt over his head. Jensen ducks his head, licking and sucking at Jared’s collarbones, making sure to leave plenty of marks.
Jared squirms beneath him, lifting his hips up, searching for friction, and Jensen obliges, rolling his hips down against Jared’s. Jared gasps at that, hips snapping up.
Jensen kisses his way down his body, dipping his tongue into Jared’s bellybutton on the way down, and Jared moans softly, his hands sliding through Jensen’s short hair. “Jen...”
“I’ve got you, Jared,” Jensen assures him, plucking Jared’s jeans open and sliding them down his long legs. Jared’s cock is flushed red and leaking pre-come already. “I’ve got you,” he says again, mostly to himself, just before he swallows Jared down.
Jared keens, his hips jerking up. Jensen fits his thumbs in the dip of his hipbones and holds him in place, keeping him still as he works his mouth over Jared’s cock.
“Jen, don’t,” Jared whines. “I’ll--I don’t want to come yet.”
Jensen lifts off Jared with a wet pop, and he looks up at him. Jared looks absolutely gone, eyes blown, mouth red and shining. “You don’t want to come?” he asks, his mouth quirking into a smile as he presses is thumb to Jared’s entrance. “You sure about that?”
“I said not yet,” Jared clarifies, giving him a dark look.
Jensen laughs softly, his thumb pushing in. He’s surprised to find that Jared’s already slick inside. “You’re already wet.”
“I’ve been in heat and locked up in this house for three days. What do you think I’ve been doing since then, hm?” He shifts his hips down, rocking against Jensen’s hand. He groans, tilting his head back. “Come on, Jen. I’m already all stretched and wet and ready for you. Come on.”
“You sure? I mean, I could spend all day down here, opening you up, bringing you right to the edge and then pulling you back over and over. I bet I could make you come without even touching your cock.” He blows softly against his hole, watching as Jared clenches around his thumb.
Jared squirms, beginning to babble senselessly. “Jensen, please, please, I’ve been waiting so long, please.”
Jensen withdraws his thumb and pulls off his sweatpants, kicking them to the floor. He gently nudges Jared’s hip. “Turn onto your stomach.”
Jared shakes his head. “I wanna see you.”
“I don’t want to hurt you, Jared,” he explains. “It’ll be easier your first time if you’re on all fours.”
“I want to see you,” Jared says again. “I’ll tell you if it’s too much, okay? Please, Jensen.”
And how is he really supposed to say no to that? He nods and lines himself up. “Ready?”
Jared ruts his hips up, groaning at the feel of Jensen’s cock against his ass. “Been ready. Come on, Jen, come on.”
Jensen nods, starting the long, slow slide into him. Jared’s breathing goes quicker, and he tries to push down, take more of Jensen in. Finally, he bottoms out.
It’s almost too much, the delicious friction and burning heat of Jared’s body, the blissed out look on Jared’s face, the smell that’s been driving him crazy since he first approached the house. All of it together makes Jensen want to lose it right there.
He swallows hard and ducks his head, taking a shaky breath in.
Jared’s legs come up, wrapping around Jensen’s waist, and he kisses Jensen’s shoulder. “Alpha,” he murmurs into his skin.
Jensen’s wolf responds, scratching to the surface until Jensen’s eyes flash. “Mine,” Jensen growls. “My Beta, my Jared, mine.”
Jared’s eyes flash too, and he grins wolfishly, pulling Jensen down to kiss him. “Fuck me, Jen,” he breathes into Jensen’s mouth.
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Jared doesn’t seem bothered with this plan, lifting his hips to meet each of Jensen’s thrusts. He’s babbling again, and it’s all AlphaJensenyours.
Jensen’s already close; he can feel his orgasm coiling in his belly. He reaches between them, wrapping his hand around Jared’s cock and tugging roughly.
Jared arches against him, eyelashes fluttering against his cheeks. “No, Jensen, not without you, please.”
“I’m right there, Jay,” he mumbles reassuringly. “Let it out, I’m right there.”
Jared cries out, tossing his head back and coming hard between them.
Jensen bites down on the exposed stretch of throat, just enough to bruise, and he follows suite, coming deep inside Jared’s body.
They stay like that for a moment, just breathing against each other, and then Jensen pulls out and shifts onto his side. His hand splays against Jared’s stomach, and he leans up to kiss the corner of his mouth.
Jared turns his head, catching Jensen’s lips and kissing him slowly, lazily, like there’s nothing else in the world he’d rather be doing. After a minute or two, he pulls back and grins. “Let’s do that again.”
Jensen huffs a laugh. “Fucking teenage hormones.”
Jared makes a face at him, then gets a mischievous glint in his eye as he slides down Jensen’s body and takes his soft cock in his mouth, sucking it in.
Jensen moans, still oversensitive, but he’s not really surprised when he feels himself getting hard again. Jared smells too good to resist, and he’s been waiting for this for a fucking long time now, after all.
When he’s fully hard again, Jared grins up at him. “I want to ride you this time, okay?”
And, yeah, that sounds like a good plan.
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Jensen loves Jared, has since he was six years old. That means he’s been in love with him for almost fifteen years now. And when you love someone that long, you kind of get used to the idea that you love them a certain amount, an amount you think is absolutely infinite.
But when the pregnancy test comes back with two blue lines, and they check and double check the box to make sure they’re reading it right, that, yes, Jared is pregnant--Christ, Jensen’s heart aches with how much he loves him.
Jared throws his arms around Jensen’s neck, kissing him soundly. When he leans back, still clinging to Jensen, he grins. “So, how many pups do you want?”
Jensen smiles back. “This time or all together?”
Jared shrugs. “Both?”
“I’m thinking maybe one or two this time, just to start out. And then maybe, I don’t know, eight or nine total.”
Jared laughs at that. “What, are you planning to keep me barefoot and pregnant for the rest of my life, Jensen?”
Jensen kisses the tip of Jared’s nose. “Maybe.”
Jared laughs again, and now Jensen couldn’t love him anymore than he possibly loves him right this moment. Or so he thinks.
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I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS. EVERY SINGLE WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Especially the chubbypup!Jared - THAT TOTALLY MELTED ME!!!! This fic seriously had me at 'Hello' ;p!!
I also love how teenage!Jared was the one who made the first move - it was so..him! And Jensen.. oh Jen!!!
And that scene inside the cabin. Oh GOD!!!! Jen's dirty talk - and then
“But I’m not going to,” he says finally. “You’re right, this tradition is fucked beyond belief. And when you’re finally the Beta of the pack, you and your Alpha might be able to change it. But if you don’t want me, then you don’t want me.” Saying that breaks Jensen a little, but he forces himself to continue. “I know what I did, maybe it wasn’t the best thing to do, but it was the right thing. I understand why it makes me unfit to mate you, but know that it was for you.”
It wasn't possible for me to love Jensen anymore than at that moment!!! It really really shows what Jared meant to him and I just.. ngh~~~~~!!!!!!!!!
Your sex scenes are HOT beyond belief - I love how playful Jared is and how easy things are between the two of them.
And the ending? OH. MY. GOD!!!
moremoremorepleasepleaseplease?!?!?!
;E!!
I'm very possibly babbling incoherently but I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! I wouldn't be opposed to the idea of it getting turned into a verse, you know ;E! Hint hint ;p! Timestamps are <33333333 too hehehe ;E!!
AND - one last thing. If all of the above doesn't make any sense, which is a very very real possibility, I should know ^^!, I just want to say..
THANK YOU FOR A FANTASTIC FILL, HUN ;)!
:glomps you:
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thank you so much for all your sweet compliments. as far as turning it into a verse/doing timestamps--dunno. we'll just have to see :)
really glad you enjoyed it ♥
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That was beyond awesome! I never thought that my little request would turn out this awesome! Thank you soooo much!
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the prompter kind of phrased it so that it sounded like they wanted it to be less about the actual pregnancy and more about the journey there. i'm glad you liked it though.
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