Two years ago I first applied to Rigdon Marine... at the time a qualification from the Coast Guard being delayed kept me from signing on ( Read more... )

Still looking for work, no real new leads, but tons of resumes out ( Read more... )

Well, I've been laid off ( Read more... )

Love, lust, longing, friendship, and hope.

These are things that I have experienced in spades this time off.

"Well don't you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder"

Hey Jude, Lennon - McCartney

I am not infallible, I make mistakes ( Read more... )

I never was big on giving or getting gifts. On the rare occasion when I got a gift from someone who wasn't "obligated" to give me a gift, I did feel some form of joy... but it still didn't have much of an impact ( Read more... )

I will think less and enjoy more.

Well last night was interesting, operating on no sleep since waking at 6pm Thursday, I drove up to Denton to meet up with Vic, from there we drove down towards Houston to attend two seperate kink munches. Then we went over to a pair of Vic's friends apartment and had a bit of fun ( Read more... )

Maybe it's that I don't want to look like a fool when his powers of perception catch some flaw in me that I didn't already know about and was working to fix. Gods what a control freak that makes me sound like ( Read more... )

But I guess I've just been enjoying and examining the experience of last weekend and didn't really have anything to write yet ( Read more... )