I don't know why i feel like this. I don't know if it's the rediculousness (sp) of Crystal and I's fight or what. But I just all of a sudden felt like comeplet shit. Seeing Kate have this awesome person in her life that I could never compare too, with his awesome band, his awesome house, how hes got so much in common with her, it makes me sick. I ( Read more... )

MY SISTERS FUCKING DOG JUST PISSED ON MY BED. GOD DAMNIT. FUCKING STUPID FUCKING SHIT-ZU...ADKIGnadhoinwhJJNGW{oN DAMNIT ( Read more... )

I have been thinking a lot lately. I know i am going to get bitched at for these thoughts, but who gives a shit. Kate and I are getting back together here at some point. Her and I have a relationship that no one will understand. I always hear "Why do you put up with her shit?" or "Why don't you just move on?" I really don't think that anyone ( Read more... )

Just got home from hanging out with Kate. That was a good time. Hung out at her moms house. Havent really hung out with her in a while especailly without fighting. It was a really nice change. Things are looking up for her and I. We will see how things go. It was funny. She met some random guy from myspace that goes to UMO. I guess she was really ( Read more... )

ahh just woke up. Called work to see if they wanted me to come in. Told me to call back at 11. lol. I miss my 10-6:30 shift 5 days a week. that was nice. FLOWING THROUGH THE HOUR GLASS! Hawthorne Heights=Amazing! wow. Sorry. Had a pretty decent weekend. Didnt work at Jeffs so I just lazed around all weekend. Didn't get to go to Dane Cook. lol. Man ( Read more... )

yep comments are awesome..especailly when I DONT GET THEM..

7ell I love the fact that I drive down the road and can't see because im driving through a puddle. This rain bullshit is so depressing. This weekend was fun. I have been hanging out with my friend crystal a lot lately. Shes pretty cool. I don't know if anything is going to happen there mostly because of two reasons. 1. she drinks which isnt really ( Read more... )

Don't really know were to start. This weekend like most weekends that I have had lately has just been pretty down. Although friday night I did have a good night. Hung out with John and some cool brewer people. Was at wendys for 4 hours! wow. I don't have a life. It was only cause I didn't have my car and john was my ride. He didnt want to leave or ( Read more... )

I don't really understand life most of the time. Then again, I don't think anyone does to the fullest extent or ever will. So my quest in life is to find out every little detail to make things run smooth without worries or burdens. I like reading about life and about how to improve myself as a better person. I was with Kate today, for the first ( Read more... )

sigh..Just got back from hanging out with Jill and Grady. That was a pretty good time. Just chilled out for the day, got some arbys, went to the Rock for Relief thing that the high school put on. that was rather lame and a waste of my last 3 dollars. But all and all I got out of the house, didnt think about Kate to much and had a pretty good time. ( Read more... )