lets start over..

[spiltmyheart4u2]

Don't really know were to start. This weekend like most weekends that I have had lately has just been pretty down. Although friday night I did have a good night. Hung out with John and some cool brewer people. Was at wendys for 4 hours! wow. I don't have a life. It was only cause I didn't have my car and john was my ride. He didnt want to leave or something. Who knows. It was alright. Saturday, did nothing but slept and hung out before I had to go to work at 5. Very borning day. Worked till about 11:45 and came home. Today I have a feeling is going to be very boring and uneventfull. I miss how things used to be. I'm not adapting well to this hole change thing. I miss going to school everyday and seeing all of my friends. I really can't wait to go back to college in Jan. atleast I will be around other people and wont be so isolated all the time. I never talk to Jamie or Kate anymore like I used to. I really don't understand people sometimes. But when it comes to girls I guess your not suppose to.

Don't really have much to say about the whole Kate situation, cause there really isnt one. She doesnt want to be in a relationship with me or supposedly anyone else. So i just have to get used to not having her around. It will come with time. =\

I don't want to make things any worse..

Was suppose to hang out with Lauren friday after work. But she went out to eat with her dad and by the time she called me it was like 8:30 and I was already at the game with John. So. So much for that happening. Hi Lauren!

Hmm Don't really know what to say. I need some new friends. but yet I miss my old ones that are always busy. =(

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