is it just me or have all the thinspo communities died?
i really need some of that right about now.
or has everyone gone over to tumblr?

I've been terrible and I wasn't able to face it. I will force myself to update later. For now I need to pump myself up with looking at thinspo.

Myth #14: Certain foods, like celery, have 'negative' calories ( Read more... )

a Happy New Year!

Finally broke through the plateau I was stuck at. 115 lbs for too long.

Nothing really special to report. Things aren't bad but they haven't been that great either. I'm not feeling motivated to do much and the fact that my face keeps breaking out in the worst zits I've had in forever isn't helping :(

I have a problem with alcohol ( Read more... )

I kind of feel terrible but I creeped an old crush on FB and he REALLY let himself go. (Ok, maybe it's not that bad and my distored perception of bodies might play into it but HELLO beer gut.) Part of me is like HA, but the other part is sad because he was such a fine man and now :( it's just sad really. Reminder to never let myself go like that ( Read more... )

I was out last night.
At a bar.
I don't know how I made it home and into bed.
I must have been a total fool.
I had an amazing time.

Wedding was awesome ( Read more... )

i just had an entire bottle of white wine to myself.
with some lindt chocolate
i feel so fine
kind of wishing that bootycall from S was valid now ( Read more... )