115 lbs
I have a problem with alcohol.
I have no will power to say no.
Though I don't want to deal with that right now.
Yesterday, at a party, one girl was fascinated with how small my waist was and she kept commenting on it and all I wanted to do was yell at her and say who cares when my hips and thighs are so huge.
I want to drop back down below 110 but I can't bring myself to care enough to actively do anything. I'm swamped with school and stress and the only comfort I have right now is booze and food. I want to change things but I don't know if I can handle the process of "changing."
xoxo
I have no will power to say no.
Though I don't want to deal with that right now.
Yesterday, at a party, one girl was fascinated with how small my waist was and she kept commenting on it and all I wanted to do was yell at her and say who cares when my hips and thighs are so huge.
I want to drop back down below 110 but I can't bring myself to care enough to actively do anything. I'm swamped with school and stress and the only comfort I have right now is booze and food. I want to change things but I don't know if I can handle the process of "changing."
xoxo