25 years and seems like i've just begun to understand that my intimate is no one...is it me...is it you?..will i accept love at the expense of everything...will i ever truly understand anyone..will i ever begin to love myself..everytime i come here it hurts so much worse it lingers so much longer...take everything away from me so that i may destroy ( Read more... )

Holden was not a spoiled brat he was a confused depressed intellectual who was slighty immature a spoiled brat wouldnt call a prostitute up just to talk..and then refuse to give a pimp 5 dollars a spoiled brat would not run away from home and be afraid to confront his parents cause he got kicked out of school.

The first thing i recalled was how unhappy i felt. when i woke up that morning i truly just felt devastated, i felt hopeless, rejected, alienated and disconnected from the world outside my front door. to think, all these people going about there day, and here i am trying to reject these feelings of emptiness, its not that i want to die its just im ( Read more... )

life did not occur by chance. Life was created for a reason. Life is precious and worth more then we can imagine ( Read more... )

God so loved the world that he created humans, he loved us so much he gave us free will, he gave us power over the animals because he loves us and wants us to choose him ( Read more... )

Facebook can be overwhelming. Lj I will never leave you ha. Rinkashime gillen. I think that's right ( Read more... )

I finally have a job, ummm. im sucking today, i was gonna write some crazy stuff as usual, because im depressed and all, but im not feeling that creative, you gotta be in the mood for that kinda stuff.

My life has never quite been this hard, this stressful, nor so,..Hopeless, or this self consumed. I feel so scared that i wont stop going down this path, i know what i need, but I'll never get her back. I'll never have a chance to meet her again. She must be dead, there's so good reason why she'd be alive. The bastards have been bombing the towns ( Read more... )

politics may or may not be important to me; destruction is not inevitable but highly probable. I don't see how we can avoid our demise its not a question of morels though i think our morels are somewhat distorted and we or hyper sensitive about them. The damage is done already our country is an empire, our freedoms are reducing very fast, and our ( Read more... )

I chose this life. I thought i wanted this; Happiness, freedom, peace of mind ( Read more... )