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25 years and seems like i've just begun to understand that my intimate is no one...is it me...is it you?..will i accept love at the expense of everything...will i ever truly understand anyone..will i ever begin to love myself..everytime i come here it hurts so much worse it lingers so much longer...take everything away from me so that i may destroy myself..all i want to do is die....i want to die..i will spit my last breath..only if i could only if i would then i would finally be at peace..this pain is real...its everything..its the alpha and omega for me...i hate you...i despise you mark gille...you are a nothing i hate you and i hate myself more then you ever could.
when will this all finally end im not afraid im not troubled by my demise anymore..i must continue but holy mother of god it hurts so bad every single fucking day...these pins and needles push deeper im tired im miserable this isnt a life just an existence..im sorry
when will this all finally end im not afraid im not troubled by my demise anymore..i must continue but holy mother of god it hurts so bad every single fucking day...these pins and needles push deeper im tired im miserable this isnt a life just an existence..im sorry