I wish you didn't feel betrayed. I wish I could control my heart. I wish I could make myself do things for the greater good and not making people cry. To console you. To exist in a manner that I knew it was meant to be. I don't have that assurance of truth and as the jaws of the real world closed in on my life, I realized that I wasn't ready and ( Read more... )

It has been almost 2 years since I last posted. That's a long time to a recent college graduate. That is a long time to a now single man. In those two years I made a lot of mistakes, but I have also started to strive to better myself as a person. Of course before two years ago, or even 4 months ago, I made decisions that hurt both myself and ( Read more... )

Am are is going to cololardo then I gets to go me some homez!!
Just one moreday of work till I hve to wake up at like. 4:30 in the morning..

Maybe I won't be sleeping tonight... :/ i guess we'll see

Home and happy.

Seeing friends, wasting money, riding motorcycles. driving cars listening to music.. what's not to love?

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So last thursday night my computer's logic board and graphics card fizzled out and died. so I couldn't use my screen or external monitor. and then it wouldn't start up at all. and I had projects due. and it was a really large Hassle! so i took my computer to the IT center at Berklee. and I just got it back yesterday ( Read more... )

So according to Live journal. it says I haven't updated in like.. 5 weeks! sooo.. lets see.. bang them out ( Read more... )

The end is coming fast... its about damn time...

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I knew I couldn't trust you back when we were kids ( Read more... )

There's four cruisers flashing in my rear view ( Read more... )