So much to do, with so little motivation. I want to turn this life into something I want. Slowly but surely, I will get them done. Small goals. I need to stay in tonight and finish my paper from last semester and my Teach NYC application. Why can't I just get these things done?

I want to star journaling again.

I think I want to move to the lower hudson valley

terribly depressed today. I want to go away for a few days.

1. Put your music player on shuffle ( Read more... )

I feel like I don't know who I am any more. I can't figure out why I am five seconds away from a panic attack today. Maybe that's what happens when you are burnt out from juggling 2 jobs and trying to maintain some sort of social life, while having a boyfriend who is overseas that you are trying to stay utterly and completely faithful. Maybe its ( Read more... )

I should write more ( Read more... )

About a month and a half till graduation. In many ways I can't wait. Not because I want my Stony Brook experience to end, but because I want student teaching to end! I don't think I am going to hate teaching, I just hate the fact that it is someone else's class room. I hate that I have no money. I hate pretending to be a professional. I am not ( Read more... )

It's been a while.... Student teaching is in full swing. I've been there for about 2 months or so. I don't even know anymore. Student teaching is such an interesting experience. I am really happy to be doing it. There are definitely good days and bad days.... not necessarily because of the students. I love the students they are crazy and wonderful ( Read more... )

Rules ( Read more... )