Apr 12, 2009 23:45
About a month and a half till graduation. In many ways I can't wait. Not because I want my Stony Brook experience to end, but because I want student teaching to end! I don't think I am going to hate teaching, I just hate the fact that it is someone else's class room. I hate that I have no money. I hate pretending to be a professional. I am not ready.
Canada was awesome. I love my friends. I love traveling. I don't love casinos tho (i have an addictive personality and I get the itch to gamble)
Vik is in Afghanistan which sucks. I miss him. It is depressing and I don't really want to talk about it, but i don't want to not talk about it.
Tomorrow I am sending out my resume to schools (even though that isn't what I want to do for next year, I have to keep my options open.) Also I am considering applying to a D.A. Program at St. Johns... Doctor of Arts. The only problem is it is a doctorate, but it is a lesser degree than a PHd, so people with D.A.s constantly have to defind there degrees.
I want to write... I want to take a creative writing class this summer. but where?
I feel really fat and ugly.