well last night i got sick my stomach was killing me!! i went to bed at like 10:30. i didnt go to school today.. my throat stomach and head are all killing me right now too. well good luck to the basketball team today.. hope yall win! the boys will probably loose.. but oh well. but anways im really confused about things right now thinking just ( Read more... )

+ this morning i woke up took a shower and went to church.. we were at church for 4 lonnng hours!! i thought i was going to die! well i met some of my mom and dads friends from way back when. they were nice and laid back lol. now im at home listening to really good music. three doors down staind limpbizucut lol cant spell my chemical romance ( Read more... )

it's a never ending chapter of my life and i have no idea where its going. i think it's finially hitting me for real and something needs to change because i can't lie to myself anymore.

its clear in my head, im screaming for something, knowing nothing is better than knowing at all.

okay well i was just thinking and i came to the conclusion if i were to die i dont think anyone would give a damn. i know like maybe 3people chelsy tori and sara. but uhh. i just dont feel like anyone cares about me or would care if i like fuckin died tomorrow!! AHH!! IM SO CONFUSED!! I FEEL LIKE IM BECOMING DEPRESSED AND I DONT NKOW WHY!! LIKE I ( Read more... )

omg.. wow today was a blah day. this morning i woke up late took a shower drank my morning meal.. lol then went to school. i completly failed my math test. damn though that thing is really hard!! then in second period Justin and josh were driving me. brett. tori. and mrs carney insain i just wanted to get up and hit the two dumbshits! then in third ( Read more... )

well lets see. lindsay came back to school today =) she did really good in our basketball game too!! well we won our basketball game but i was benched so i didn't get to play all that much but i dont care. we barely won it was a close game but we played terrible. Well anyways I talked to taylor today. he always makes me feel better whenever im mad ( Read more... )

hmm. today was a pretty okay day. last night sara spent the night and we had a good time we watched scary movie 3 then listened to music and did some other things. then we went to sleep at like 1:00. then this morning we woke up. made some pancakes for breakfast.. they were really yummy.. emm emm good. lol. well then we cleaned up our mess wet our ( Read more... )

friday- woke up. took a shower. ate breakfast. went to school. had early practice. at basketball we didnt have to run a lot because coach said we did good at our game! hmm we learned a new play its pretty easy. well after basketball i came home took a shower then hung out with stephanie and sam. my mom and dad took us all to the clock. i got a ( Read more... )

hey yall.. oh my goodness we won our basketball game last night!! it was soo cool we were down like the whole game then in like the last 30 seconds we were only one basket behind them and i shot and made a basket then we were tied and katlyn got fouled so she got to shoot and she made both of her foul shots so we ended up winning.. no one could ( Read more... )

hey yall.. right now im at the schools liabray waiting for basketball practice to begin. I really wanted to go home today but I couldnt find a ride so I had to stay here.. fun fun. well me and katelyn are the only people here and it is reallly boring!! i thought we would have a butt load of homework tonight but it turns out we didnt! =) yay. okay ( Read more... )