damn it!!
okay well i was just thinking and i came to the conclusion if i were to die i dont think anyone would give a damn. i know like maybe 3people chelsy tori and sara. but uhh. i just dont feel like anyone cares about me or would care if i like fuckin died tomorrow!! AHH!! IM SO CONFUSED!! I FEEL LIKE IM BECOMING DEPRESSED AND I DONT NKOW WHY!! LIKE I HAVE THIS REALLY REALLY SAD PLACE INSIDE AND I FEEL LIKE REALLY REALLY WEIRD!! I WISH I COULD GO INTO A CLOSET AND HIDE AND NO1 WOULD EVER FIND ME AND JUST CRY!! I DONT KNOW WHY I FEEL LIKE THIS!! I WAS FINE EARLIER TODAY AND NOW LIKE ALL THE SUDDEN I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A HUGE HOLE IN MY HEART AND IT SUCKS!! I FEEL LIKE CUTTING BUT I DONT WANT TO FCKIN CUTT!!! AHH!! IM GOING TO GO INSAIN YALL!! I ODNT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!! I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME AND UHH. LIFE IS FCKED UP! JUST LIKE TRAVIS SAID A WHILE AGO NO 1 DIES A VIRGIN LIFE FCKIN SCREWS YOU.. WELL I BELIEVE HIM NOW!! AHH. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!! IM LIKE CRYING AND SHAKING AND I CAN'T STOP I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO THROW UP.
i really need help right now. at least im asking not keeping it inside.
i really need help right now. at least im asking not keeping it inside.