So sleepy. Hope I get the sleep bandages soon. If I lose weight tho maybe it will go away. One can hope. I think it is also draining dealing with an injured SI joint. The belt helps but my tummy hurts from it too when I wear it wrong which is hard to get right. All session notes are up to date for now. Treatment plan done too.

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             Damn you evil Facebook. I have been so sucked up into you that I have not posted in awhile. A small post in Facebook really is not enough for my loquacious self.

I have been with Shawn 2 years last month. Wow! He just keeps getting more wonderful. I never ever truly believed there could be guys like this out there. ( Read more... )

Another bday year almost over. A lot of growth...the story continues...just want my physical health to get better..think it will when I finally live with Shawn..

It has been such a long time. I went back on here actually to get a sample of my writing so I can find out on a site whose writing mine is most like. When I did just writing it was Steven King but when I did a poem it was Margaret Atwood (yay ( Read more... )

This journal will now be friends only for various reasons. If you wish to friend me just send me a note. I may not add everyone back who adds me.

      I did not imagine that I would ever be saying this..cynical me that I am but I found a really great guy finally.  He asked me if he could change his status on facebook to in a relationship with me ( Read more... )

One of my friend's dad passed away Sunday. My friend is only 23 and she already has lost her dad. I feel her pain and her sadness. I feel an overflowing need to make it all better. I know I can't. I can just let her know I am there for her and give her space if she needs it or my ear and my shoulder. I was so hoping she would not have to go ( Read more... )

Tightrope Walker
You sit on the wire
hanging above us all
threatening to walk the mighty line
telling us to not bother with a net

Turn your backs on me
you say as you hold your umbrella
full of anger and sadness
asking us to ignore your tears

Let me fall, let me fall you say
I am so tired of this challenge
of balancing myself
upon all of these hurdles

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                Felt so sad and lethargic yesterday especially in the evening. My head was way obsessy and what was on my mind even leaked into my dreams multiple times later. I had this feeling I was overtired but I didn't listen. I should have. Staying up as tired as I was made me non-functional and just stuck in sad land. I made myself stay in ( Read more... )

Through a meetup I went to a Renn Faire. I had a lot of fun. I was with a small group which was good for me. I think these meetups are gonna be so good for me. I meet new people every time I go to a meetup. I think these will be very good for my shyness. My ego will surely be raised learning I can interact with so many people positively. I am being ( Read more... )