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I'm just sitting here, thinking about dementia and how it's such an asshole thief. I never thought Dad would reach the fifth Parkinson's stage. To be honest, I thought he'd die before he hit that and I wouldn't have to worry.
Dementia is stealing parts of him away, bit by bit. It's never consistent, either. You don't know what you're going to get ( Read more... ) -
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"I hope you're happy."
"I hope you're happy too. I hope you're proud how you'd grovel in submission to feed your own ambition. So though I can't imagine how...I hope you're happy...right...now."
I've been turning this over and over in my head. ("'Cuz it's all in my head. I think about it over and over again.")One site I saw said that you should ( Read more... ) -
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Hey. It's been forever since I updated this and I doubt anyone's reading anymore, but I need to get this stuff out ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like Parkinson's has taken over my father. I mean, I know that he was a jerk before, but now everything relates to it. Everything. If I don't do something right, it's because his Parkinson's is bothering him and how dare I get upset with him when he yells at me? Don't I understand what he's going through? And how dare I overcook his meat ( Read more... ) -
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Just had a date and tbh, I'm not sure what to think. I called him like Bloo and I think the description is somewhat apt. He's an arrogant little shit, which I haven't decided is endearing or not. I certainly find arrogance attractive in fictional characters. I suppose I should have expected it from someone who wants to be a filmmaker ( Read more... ) -
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Okay, so, here's (most of) the story about why I'm so miserable...and why I'm switching to Rutgers' Library Science Major.
1) I was told that I would be able to perform certain tasks in order to be ready for student teaching and then was randomly told, "No, we're not doing that." I had originally thought they were going to let me do these tasks, I ( Read more... ) -
Let us discuss a few things ( Read more... )
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The cat fell gravely ill on Friday. I stayed up all night with her; every time I laid back down, she cried for me. I clasped her little paw with one hand and she clasped my hand with her other front paw. She cried and I comforted her. It was the worst night of my life. She was so miserable and I wished I had the courage to help her end it ( Read more... ) -
Reading List 2013
Reading Challenge 2013
(A) Angelfall by Susan Ee
(B) The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
(C) Cyteen by C.J. Cherryh
4. A Storm of Swords by George R. R. Martin (didn't finish)
(D) Daughter of Smoke and Bone by Laini Taylor
(E) Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Froer
(F) Fuse by Julianna Baggott
(G) Gone by Michael Grant
(H) Huntress by ( Read more... ) -
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So...my idiot friend, in all her glory, decided to say this to me when I told her I was depressed ( Read more... )