New Years

[soulmythic]

I keep trying to trick my brain into not thinking about all the events of the last year. The More I try the more i find myself, thinking about it, and a certain feeling of uncertainty that i havent felt in ages comes acrossed me. It feels like nothing/but so much has happened in this one year that it could have been several years. yet it seems,

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[diabeticinferno]

i have mixed feelings about what i hope death to be. part of me wants for this to be over, and for nothing to replace it (a complete cease of existence). part of me thinks that would make all of this an awful waste of time. i do not know which side weighs the heaviest. the two of them have many rounds of battle still to come.

[soulmythic]

yes i can truly understand that.