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Missing DN
My life at the moment is wonderful, I finally feel that I am living my life as myself, but one thing is missing - DN. I miss my friends so dearly. 2013, while filled with so much joy for me, has also had the emptiness of my 3 friends who I held so dear. Oh how i would have loved to have shared my happiness with them ( Read more... ) -
An adventure awaits...
God life is good! and I mean REALLY good! After soooo many years of living miserably and pushing down what I want, I am finally getting to be myself with someone who is madly in love with me for me :-D ( Read more... ) -
Kerin
When life is lived in the shaddows ( Read more... ) -
I didn't know life could be this good
A few things have changed since I last posted in here. Things with kate didnt work out - she had issues with the fact I was still legally married and couldnt get past it. I was sad about it, then saw another girl Skye for a week, she was lovely but then went back to her ex so that was a bit upsetting too ( Read more... ) -
major life change ahead
What a tumultuous few weeks it has been. It all began with the Lady Gaga concert (which was fantastic by the way).
The day before the concert I had been emailing Del and admitted to her that I prefer women over men and that I knew I had to tell Dan but i wasn’t quite ready yet. Then during the Lady Gaga concert I solidified my feelings - her singing ( Read more... ) -
when will the confusion end?
Things between Dan and I have been going well since our near split, well MOSTLY well anyway. We have been spending more time together, we have been talking more, all in all it has been lovely. Just one hiccup - I dont want to have sex with him. He has been great with not being pushy, but the other night he tried, and although i was trying, i just ( Read more... ) -
back into the darkness, trying to find the light
I finally admitted on friday that my depression has returned. I have been in denial about it for a long time but after the week i had last week (marriage nearly ending, Dan losing his job and thankfully getting a new one and my broher in law being in hospital) i gave in and acknowledged my feelings and went to the doctor ( Read more... ) -
If Mel was a shop this would be it...
I had only ever been to Melbourne twice before, neither of those visits were particularly exciting, so I was thrilled when Demon Nature arranged a weekend away to Melbourne ( Read more... ) -
trying really hard to be happy
I am trying really hard to be happy, but I am having such a hard time doing it ( Read more... ) -
Cheer up Charlie!
Recently all of my posts have been miserable - me whinging about this, that and the other. I would be surprised if anyone is reading this anymore ( Read more... )