when will the confusion end?

Jun 20, 2012 14:13

Things between Dan and I have been going well since our near split, well MOSTLY well anyway. We have been spending more time together, we have been talking more, all in all it has been lovely. Just one hiccup - I dont want to have sex with him. He has been great with not being pushy, but the other night he tried, and although i was trying, i just didnt want to do it. Ava actually ended up coming in cos of a nightmare and I felt genuinely relieved that i wouldnt have to go through with it.

I shouldnt feel that way about my husband

When Dan asked for the divorce he suggested that he thinks i'm not bisexual, that i'm gay. He even made me say it. I am beginning to think he might be right and it scares the hell out of me - not because i have any problem with gay people, but because it would mean such a dramatic change to my life and i dont do well with change and also because i dont want to live without dan being a daily part of my life

it scares me so much and i dont know what to do
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