yeah okay so hubby and I are huuuuuuuuuuge geeks ( Read more... )

He is in our house.
right now
right at this very moment.

I want to run up there and yell at him. scream at him.
ask him why
why is he like this
why ........

I can't. I tried. there is no use. there never is.
he abandoned us.

my sister is more forgiving then i
she is going with him,  he is driving her to the bus station.

i hate this feeling.
but i made the ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas to you all.

Hope everyone had a wonderful day!!!

Things are going great over here!!!

Yeeeeeeeey!

just wanted to share some cheer!

sooooooooooo wasted right now.
had a great night
omg.. work early

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... )

Today is a hard day. 
very hard.

Trying my best not to break down. Succeeding thus far. But I almost lost it when I was out with grandma this morning. I took her out for breakfast. because I knew how hard this day would be for her. To help her keep her mind on other things, and away from those dark things, the things that we all wish to forget.

I ( Read more... )

love is a word that explains how i feel for you 
and when you're in my arms, all my dreams come true.

Another day goes by. More thoughts filter through. Its a never ending struggle between what you wish you could let go of, and what drives the madness. I have been thinking, about so many things. About life, death, and those things that happen in ( Read more... )

JANUARY ( Read more... )

sooo lost this shot for shot game..

4 shots.. and so totally gone.,

grey goose FTW!! hahahaha...

okay im a loser.. :p

and its not even 10:00 yet. hahaha

Wedding song - bob dylan

I love you more than ever, more than time and more than love,
I love you more than money and more than the stars above,
Love you more than madness, more than waves upon the sea,
Love you more than life itself, you mean that much to me.

Ever since you walked right in, the circle's been complete,
I've said goodbye to haunted ( Read more... )