so I failed my driving exam. it was pretty much amazing, yup. so I got wicked nervous...and decided I wanted to hit the curb while parking. AWESOME. I totally messed up parallel parking and I love how after the test I parallel parked with my dad and did it perfectly. AMAZING.

I'm in a really bad mood right now and I never really am. Maybe it's because I am so tired...who knows. My parents and my whole family just continue to piss me off. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. I just wish I was leaving for college this year. Right now. It's so sad that I want to leave this bad. I just can't stand them. This morning my mom decided she ( Read more... )

One fish says to another, "Do you believe in this ocean they talk about?"

AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZING. figure it out for yourself.

and so it begins. Pre-season starts tomorrow. Bright and early. In fact, 12 hours from this very moment, I will be running most likely. Ah gahhhd, I love it. As much as I am nervous, and dreading not being able to walk come Tuesday morning, I am so excited. I love being apart of a team. I love being so in shape that you could run forever. I ( Read more... )

I saw a shooting star for the very first time in the whole life. Pre-season starts on Monday. I haven't started my APUSH summer work. I got a Hepatitis A shot 'cause I am going to Meh-e-co. I am now on a quest to become fluent in espanol so I can go to the Dominican Republic. I got a Reiki Volunteer pin the other day fron the hospital. I can ( Read more... )

After just reading something entirely amazing, it's funny how it put me in the mood to write. I Can get so inspired so easily, it seems. I just wish that I was little again. I love how I am in such a rush to grow up. When you're little, you don't care about your future, your grades, what anybody thinks, you don't question who you are, and who ( Read more... )

yeah so I sent away for my license about two weeks ago...nothing has come back yet. I need my license before school. I was driving with my mom the other day and I don't think I can drive with her anymore. She's so annoying. I mean, granted, I am not a pro at driving yet and I do make mistakes...but god! She like narrates our journey. "So, Rae ( Read more... )

so as you can see it's been a while. summer is here, yet I find myself wasting it most of time. I think I just needed a break from everything. I need time to do things for myself. I've been reading a lot, and just working, and I've been at the hospital volunteering. And hey, guess what? I am now a Reiki practitioner at Maine Med. What's ( Read more... )

I just feel so overwhelmed in every way possible. Sometimes life just presents you with amazingness, and I just feel like I can't do anything right now, and that I just am not even worthy of it at this point. For instance, every time I hear about Paul Farmer, I just smile...I mean, just the thought of him brings so many things to mind...saving ( Read more... )

Kegan is my homeboy.

Last week of school. It's been some form of hell, but whatever. Summer is just about here, so no complaints.

Kristina told me about this fairly new band called Averi, and they're pretty much amazing so I suggest that you google 'em.