i have issues. i've finally agreed to get therapy. that terrifies me.

i am so not ok. i've been catching up on grey's anatomy and there is always a baby/multiple babies/talk of wanting babies. and i have cried through every episode. then i get in the shower tonight and think about a baby and sob through my shower. all i can think about is having a baby. and yes, i have my period right now, and yes i always want a ( Read more... )

And here i am poised above with my arms spread flying and there are halos of light spinning out of us, and yes this is me becoming wholly human and my self

If i had a choice i'd probably like to go to bali or some place like that where people are more natural and believe in art and dreams and color and love. does any place like that exist ( Read more... )

I am interviewing for a research specialist position at the University's Department of Health and Community Systems on Tuesday ( Read more... )

I survived my 1st week of class. They all seem pretty interested, and the profs all seem really nice and like good teachers. I'm still excited about what I'm doing, which is a good sign after the first week ( Read more... )

For those of you who pray, pray for this woman from the church I grew up in ( Read more... )

so i've been here in pittsburgh for almost a week ( Read more... )

I'm all moved in, though not at all unpacked. The guys living here were kinda dirty so I have a lot of cleaning to do. I spend a good 2 hours scrubbing the kitchen floor (surprise! it's white & black, not brown and black) and the fridge with bleach. They also still have a lot of their stuff here b/c they can't move into their new place until next ( Read more... )

i should've taken pictures, but didn't think of that until after I had left, but here's a rough sketch of the floor plan.

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