How can I possibly be angry with someone for saying the same thing I did a year ago?

And how come her words filled me with so much doubt?

This is a big step.

..If you love life so much, how come you're intentionally shortening it?
..I don't know. I guess because you need to live for right now.
..Then why do you bother to save so much money if you don't intend to live to spend it?
..Well... I don't know... I'll probably retire when I'm forty, and I don't plan to be dead by then.
..But how do you know?I ( Read more... )

"I'm plagued by 'what ifs' these days..."
-Seth Davis, Boiler Room

...what if I hadn't gone to McMaster? ...what if I hadn't seen a poster for part-time work last fall? ...what if I had listened to my conscience last Christmas? ...what if I hadn't gone to college?

..Why would you do that ( Read more... )

So I changed, huh?
You got a phone
Pick it up, call me

Out of all the things I've ever sold, success came with the highest cost.

How come we dont even talk no more ( Read more... )

..How did you score a sweet job like this?
..*rolls eyes* I put in a resume?
..That's cool.
..Hey, here's my number. I'm living in Hamilton and it's pretty boring, so call me and we'll hang out sometime.
..Um, ok, sure.

Last October, I think everything started going wrong the exact same way.

..So are you with anyone seriously at the moment ( Read more... )

( Look what I found in my mailbox. )

Has anyone ever read The Apprenticeship of Duddy Kravitz?

In this book, Duddy is a young entrepreneur, who forsakes all decency is his pursuit to be a successful businessman. In fact, knowing how dangerous it is, he employs an epileptic to drive a truck for him, who gets into an accident and ends up permanently disabled.

..I don't think I'm doing ( Read more... )

..I'm too young to have a kid. If I have it, it will be neglected or thrown off a balcony or mistreated by some other shitass couple that gets divorced.
..Man, all this talk about abortions and divorce makes me all long and hard... I wish my girlfriend were here to share in the excitement.I never thought I'd live to see the day that I would ( Read more... )

As much as I used to love thinking and overanalyzing stuff, I've suddenly realized how much less taxing it is on my heart, soul and mind to just take life as it comes.

When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty

..Oh God, why are we so terrible at this ( Read more... )

..My mom said that keeping it a secret means that we're doing something wrong.
..Well, aren't we?
..No. It's not like you guys are dating anymore.
..That's true. I guess we should tell everyone.I don't keep a whole lot of secrets. I never saw the point. I've never really lied to many people, which most of you will agree with, given that I'm well- ( Read more... )