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wow...talk about lj neglect
It's been a long time since I've posted anything on here.. I read my last entry 3 1/2 years actually. I'm surprised my account is still active but that's cool. I really need to update that photo... lol. I'm on vacation in Santa Barbara and just enjoying the quiet time... It's so peaceful here. I don't know how Carla is going to be able to pick ( Read more... ) -
One Tree Hill...frantic rambling of a female...read on at own risk
It's kind of crazy to think that a tv show could have such an effect on how I think. More like the concepts that they toss, about who we are (who we really are), who we want to be, and how we plan to travel that path. It honestly scares me to think about it. Sometimes I feel like I know, and sometimes reality checks in and I realize I have no ( Read more... ) -
Just hurt...
I don't even know where to start today... this is the first entry that I've posted in 56 weeks, can you believe that?.... Hard to believe that it's been that long since I've written here ( Read more... ) -
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So I know I haven't really used LJ much, but I don't really miss it too much...no offense. I dunno, just something about having someone in your life that you can tell everything to. I'm glad I have Kev, because I am that lucky. I guess I will finish this later -
sigh
So I visited the puppy again... a little less heartbreaking this time though... I think I'm realizing that I'm allergic to him... :-( I think my mom is right...god I actually wrote that down. Maybe a biggerdog, like one that is housebroken would be better...lol... I guess that's why both of us were checking out breeders and the ATRA (Airedale ( Read more... ) -
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I guess things haven't really been too bad lately. Jeff Grinnell thinks I should get a job at BK...lol... He thinks I can get at least 10/hr. I almost want to wait and see what happens with BM for my raise and stuff.. I think I've decided that if I get what I WANT for a raise, I'll stay, if I don't I'm gonna keep looking and then seriously put ( Read more... ) -
I got a 39...ha I beat Oprah...lol
Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah-she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out ( Read more... ) -
Double "sigh"
I haven't really posted in a long ass time...which is funny since I used to post everyday. I'm watching some movie right now with Jennifer Lopez...that's actually good...lol...I don't know what it is though...I'm gonna keep watching it til I find out what it is. Apparently it is called Enough ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know what's up lately... I've had some good days, and some bad days too. Work kinda sucks because Tiffany sucks... It really gets on my nerves. Lisa tried telling me that's she's trying to get me at least a dollar raise in October. Is this a ploy to get me to stay that long? I don't know. Honestly I hope that I find something better ( Read more... ) -
Sitting here crying inside...
Sometimes I really feel like that's all I'm doing is crying inside. I want to sit here and blame Jeff for everything, but I can't. It's MY fault that I'm fucked up like this. It's MY fault that I let everything go to be with him, it's MY fault I clung to him like saran wrap, that's all me. It's not my fault that he played along with it all. I ( Read more... )