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Last night was pretty bad, but it could have been a lot worse. 20 kids turned into 45 kids at my house. Then people I haven't seen since last summer started to show up ( Read more... ) -
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I completely ditched school today to do not a damn thing. I was kept up all night and slept through all my classes then I finally decided to pull my ass out of bed and go hang out with megan. I'm so excited about the cruise that we are going on in a few days it's going to be such a relaxing spring break. I'm just going to severely miss everyone ( Read more... ) -
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I feel bad for people that have to experience pain from love. It's not fun, I've been there and I hate even more to see my friends going through it. I just don't understand how anyone can attempt to maintain this 'wonderful' union called a relationship and just accept by default that it will work out for them. If anyone thinks that I hope that they ( Read more... ) -
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Wow, What a heartbreaking, engaging, mysterious year. I came out on new years nervous and anticipating a breakdown. I wasn't sure if I was emotionally ready to put this year behind me because it was seeping with pain. And as ignorant as that sounds sometimes it's harder to let go of something that is painful rather than something that brings you ' ( Read more... ) -
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And I'm sitting here in bed right now wondering how the hell I got through this year
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Aeterna Veritas
After much thought i've decided it best for people not to kick the coffin, I wouldn't expect any of my friends to actually lift their foot high enough to reach it. I wish you to now spit on it, like a really loud hacking noise, and greenish in color preferably to clash with my white dress shirt ( Read more... ) -
I wouldn't give up my craziness for anything, I won't be submissive to happiness
It's time for my rare entry about my life thus far (or at least stemming after Septemeber 4th or the last time I wrote in this thing ( Read more... ) -
Your photograph in an album peeling, plastic, yellow pages.Tainted by so many fingerprints.
Summer is officially over.It was a wonderful summer. Perhaps one of the best, no complaints here. I got to see shows in Central Park, I was able to dance the night away in London with the Brits. I got to lay down in the grass that resides under the Eiffel Tower. I got to drive into the desert mountains that surround Arizona. I got to sleep on the ( Read more... ) -
The loneliness was still there, but it was getting louder and easier to dance to
July 13th I finally go to London and Im really scared this is my first real trip away from home with the exception of some weekends away with friends. This is 10 days of absolute freedom. Who knows what I am capable of. I cannot stress enough how much I dont want my birthday mentioned or celebrated in any way shape or form. I turn 20... that's it ( Read more... )