Where are you now?

[so_surprising]

Wow, What a heartbreaking, engaging, mysterious year. I came out on new years nervous and anticipating a breakdown. I wasn't sure if I was emotionally ready to put this year behind me because it was seeping with pain. And as ignorant as that sounds sometimes it's harder to let go of something that is painful rather than something that brings you 'happiness'. This was a year of pain no doubt. And the pain was addicting.

I've grown a lot this year and intentionally spent many a nights alone. I needed this year, this was my year to hide from the world and re gain my composure from the past.