Bobby has gone to Virginia to some church camp down there. i miss him so much that i almost cant stand it. i sent him a letter he should get on monday or tuesday. it just talks about how much i love him and how i want to be with him forever. he says that he wants to be with me for the rest of his life and everytime he does i feel like i'm almost ( Read more... )

The bullshit thathas been going on lately has got to end, i dont want to fight with anyone anymore so I'm laying this to rest. I wont put up with shit from anyone so if you've got shit to say, keep it to your self. I've finally found someone that loves me bitch and all and i dont want to do anything to fuck that up. i've deleted all the negative ( Read more... )

i cant keep my hands to myself.lol.

I went tanning today and got the shit burnt out of my back and my ass. It was pretty fricken sweet. I spent the majority of the time when I got home talking to the love of my life on the telephone. I love that kid so much it’s not even funny. I think about him most of the time; I really am starting to love this love thing. I’ve love people before ( Read more... )

I soon found myself crying my eyes out to a friend of mine who I thought I could trust. Turns out she would be an even bigger snake than the rest of them. She told my father that I was raped before I could stop her. I remember what I felt when her looked at me, like I was drenched in the most disgusting scum and would never be clean again. That was ( Read more... )

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Dirty, abused
Mislead, misused
Angry, hated
Easily bated
A liar to rot
Who deserves what she got
A toy for a boy
Filled with lies and deceit
Just another piece of grade a fresh meat
To you it may seem unreal
But these are just SOME
Of the things I feel.

Why me ( Read more... )

I saw you before you saw me ( Read more... )

I may sound like a tart but I can’t help but say it a few more times. I love my Bobbalove, he is my first and only love, and at first I didn’t think that I liked this love thing. Always thinking about him when usually all I thought about was me. Always wanting him around, when I loved being alone. I think about how sweet he is to me and how he ( Read more... )