So this afternoon i started running and preparing for track. Man i got my work cut out for me. Its not that im out of shape, i just haven't really pused myself to do it before. And Billy wasn't helping matters. He wanted me to run 4 miles on my first day! I don't think so. I have to work my way up to that. But im not gonna give up, There have been ( Read more... )

Step One: Make a post (Public, Friendslocked, Filtered... Whatever you're comfortable with!) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes; the wishes can be anything at all, from simple & fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me",) to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD"), to really big ("All I want for ( Read more... )

Ive heard from alot of people i know that panic attacks are horrible, but i never really understood them until i expericed one last night. You see my church was having this hayride/dinner thing and i decided to go. I haven't been to any church get togethers in for about a year or two so i thought it would be fun. I couldn't have been more wrong. i ( Read more... )

There are lots of things i wish i could do before i graduate high school. Like be a member of homecoming court, not goto prom by myself, run track,be able to talk to people without calming up,tell a certian someone how i feel about them, and be the funny, carefree person i am deep down. everyday i walk thru the halls of my high school with my eyes ( Read more... )

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a religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good christian. one student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. another student wrote about talking to god and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. the day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she ( Read more... )

So ive been thinking about college lately. and ive decided on 6 that i wanna apply to:

Murry state univeritsy

Bellermine university

western kentucky university

University of Kentucky

University of Louisville

Elizabeth town community college

So yeah i been thinking a whole lot. i really wanna goto western but im afraid i won't get in.  Im not really ( Read more... )

I hate to admit this.. but sometimes i really miss amanda and mark. I know i said alot of mean things to amanda but alot of crap was going on and i took it out on her. im just so lost right now ..and i have no idea why im even still here.. life just sucks

Cynical Idealist
You Consider Love To Be 57% Idealistic, 28% Positive, and 42% Important.

You are the Cynical Idealist. You see love as negative yet also idealistic. For example, you may feel that there is probably more to love than just a physical connection. Not only that, but you probably feel that sex should always involve love. You also ( Read more... )