iamsosickofthislife.

i don't ever want to be domesticated ( Read more... )

Todays Horoscope ...

Quite a few dramatic changes have been occurring in your life lately, but fear not -- they're all a part of the process. The universe wants you to realize your true path, and it's urging you to let the creative sparks fly.
BULLSHIT!

i love DASHBOARD widgets ...
if you own a mac, upgrade to Tiger10 4.4 or whatever ... its worth it just to get this widgets ... if you dont understand, its okay ... i do. make no importance of this entry ... it is irrelevant, as are all of my entries basically ...
i love my mac

i am stuck. somedays i want to be here and some days i dont. and its getting harder to decipher between the two. not just about one thing in particular, but in all aspects actually. or i am just bored. and some days theres too much excitement. and the next day falls flat. and theres a drout... and doubt ... and sadness, until i kick myslef and do ( Read more... )

hmmm, where do i start off with today. i know. this empty feeling i have inside because i never have the courage to say the things i want to say when i want to say them. or to say what i really feel inside. i feel like a hypocrite because all i ever want to know is what everyone thinks about me, but i never have the courage to say what i really ( Read more... )

an update is due. its been awhile ( Read more... )

last night was so much fun. im glad i went out and was exposed. i was so close to not going and bailing but im glad i went to see jay off. even tho we never really plan to hang out, im going to miss him. just knowing he wont be like 10 minutes away for 4months is sad. its a shame i neve appreciated the fact that my friends lived so close and were ( Read more... )

okay so toay i woke up in a pesimistic mmod. well not so much but dubtful sorta. if you can tell im sorta drunk but i feel the need to writre anyways. pointform cuz i,m too drunk to write full sentances ( Read more... )

its too early to get ready for tomorrow yet i feel like i have nothing ready for tomorrow. which in all reality i dont. i have no idea if the interviewers want to see my portfolio. if they do, i just completly screwed myslef because i only have my advertising portfolio, not a graphic design portfolio. regardless, aside from the fact that im not ( Read more... )