i feel so let down. dissapointed.

i just want this all to end, NOW. i NEED some sort of sign, that this is right. i dont want to break anymore. i need this, more than anything, i need to know. God, what am i doing right? Answer me! For once, fucken ANSWER ME!

someone give me a sign. please.

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dont call out my name so much, i keep coming back. what an upside down week it has been, ive been rolling around in it since last friday. as much as it has been a sickening ride, i have had fun and i have been sad, but i realised one thing, the end. its inevitable. im not happy anymore. im so tired of it all and im so tired of, "we have to do that ( Read more... )

i know i already wrote in here today. although it was pretty vague ( Read more... )

fuck.
i fucked up again.
i should just duct tape my mouth shut.

sometimes you just have to suck it up and keep going.
sometimes, whats best for you isnt always whats best for you
and most of all, sometimes you cant always have what you want.
complicate me.

devestated.

apparently, according to ashliegh rose, i look like mari possa
whos that you may ask ...?
i did, lol shes a friggin pornstar ... lol shes from el salvador too ...
like wtf?
lmao ...

( too funny )

i need sum vitamin DEEEEEEEEE ( Read more... )

i felt the need to write tonight. as though filling up this space with word would fill up a void somewhere else. why do i wear my heart on my sleeve? what does that mean exactly? to wear your heart on your sleeve, what if im sleeveless ( Read more... )