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last night was so much fun. im glad i went out and was exposed. i was so close to not going and bailing but im glad i went to see jay off. even tho we never really plan to hang out, im going to miss him. just knowing he wont be like 10 minutes away for 4months is sad. its a shame i neve appreciated the fact that my friends lived so close and were within a ten minute drive. i should take advantage of the friends that are still close by, but i know i wont, which is sadder. i me new ppl last night tho. that was fun.
well i remet some ppl and got to know them and met some new ppl. all jays friends from college and shit. it was fun. i was like the only girl there that wasnt with her boyfreind, which was like only two more females, so i guess i was crowded. it was nice to be sorta like the center of attention, or at least included. and we sang karaoke, which is why my voice is gone. or close to it. so i had a grin, and jay kept makin fun of me, and there were lots of hugs. im gonna miss that freckled faced loser. but only for 4 months.
brad comes home soon. which is great. someone is leaving, but someones coming home. so is my sister, and i will start my new job on monday. so i guess i will update after the first day.
i just lost track of this entry cuz i stepped away. we bought a new christmas tree, but putting it up scratched the shit out of my arms. the hot water in the shower burns and last night when alcohol was sloshed around and landed on my arms stung so much! but the tree looks amazing. its so tall. i wanna have a xmas party, invite everyone over. it would be great, and i would have little presents for everyone who came in. with mistletoe and cinnamon and vanilla would fill the house. i would even go pick up everyone who lives far, and they could sleep over and we would drink egg nog and dress up. kinda like an old navy/abercrombie commercial. lol. i would love that, but having parties at your parents house is so passe. boh. i would still love to do it tho.
todays day dream is: to have a christmas party where all of my friends showed up in holiday wear and we would drink and take pictures and fill an album with memories of christams 2005. it would be lovely.
well i remet some ppl and got to know them and met some new ppl. all jays friends from college and shit. it was fun. i was like the only girl there that wasnt with her boyfreind, which was like only two more females, so i guess i was crowded. it was nice to be sorta like the center of attention, or at least included. and we sang karaoke, which is why my voice is gone. or close to it. so i had a grin, and jay kept makin fun of me, and there were lots of hugs. im gonna miss that freckled faced loser. but only for 4 months.
brad comes home soon. which is great. someone is leaving, but someones coming home. so is my sister, and i will start my new job on monday. so i guess i will update after the first day.
i just lost track of this entry cuz i stepped away. we bought a new christmas tree, but putting it up scratched the shit out of my arms. the hot water in the shower burns and last night when alcohol was sloshed around and landed on my arms stung so much! but the tree looks amazing. its so tall. i wanna have a xmas party, invite everyone over. it would be great, and i would have little presents for everyone who came in. with mistletoe and cinnamon and vanilla would fill the house. i would even go pick up everyone who lives far, and they could sleep over and we would drink egg nog and dress up. kinda like an old navy/abercrombie commercial. lol. i would love that, but having parties at your parents house is so passe. boh. i would still love to do it tho.
todays day dream is: to have a christmas party where all of my friends showed up in holiday wear and we would drink and take pictures and fill an album with memories of christams 2005. it would be lovely.